Love and Death/Suicide in a past life

[Eyenight]

I just realized that I should have publish my words here, in "past lives", so... sorry for the double post.

I was a teenager when i had the first visions and the first memories.
I remember a couple, and a promise made while one or them both were dying. The promise was to stay together for eternity, for love to be stronger than death. I think that the other committed suicide to follow him/her.
This recurrent vision takes place on the street, at night. The dying one was lying on the asphalt, and the lover was curled on him/her. I have been haunted by this scene for all my life. Right after this scene, i remember a black figure, a shadow, which walked away.

What i recall, the particular of being in the street at night, takes me to a conclusion of which i can't be certain. Maybe the person was killed by someone, but i never had vision of the killing, so it's just a thought. I don't even remember if i was the one lying on the asphalt or the lover which assisted.

I've lost the notes i wrote during the years, I would like to remember every particular and complete the puzzle, but my mind is full of fog. I just know that it happened to me, and my lover (probably my twin flame), in a past life.

Much later i experienced a surreal period. I was often completely absent from this reality, hypnotized. And through music, i had numerous flashbacks. This is when i started to realize that there was so much more to remember... And this is also when i started to realize that maybe i remember 2 past lives, not just 1.

In this life, I've met a man which is very much older than me. He lives in another country. He is married. We will never be a couple. I always thought that the man of my visions and of my memories was him.

I don't go searching for my past. It calls me. And i don't know why i am writing this post. I don't have questions to ask. I don't know what i want you to tell me. I just needed to write this in a place where people understands. Thank you.

Wow, I can relate to much of what you've said. Thank you for sharing!

[Eyenight]

:) It's pure bliss to find people who experienced similar things and to talk about it in freedom.