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Originally Posted by IndigoGeminiWolf
People say to me "don't focus on higher density"
or "don't worry about harvest"
So should I revert to how my first 30 years of life were, before I awakened?
Because we awaken, we should not seek something greater?
We should instead devote our lives to the ordinary world?
Because I want to seek the infinite, but I feel I am being told not to do so.
That I should be happy to be human. I should relish this limited life.
That we are lucky for being here.
But what if I don't feel that way?
What if I want to find my wolf family so bad?
What if anthros mean so much to me that I could cry a river?
If I want them, my soul family, badly, does that mean I should not focus on them?
I feel like I am torn between the higher realms and "having to ground".
I don't know what to do. I want to seek the greater mysteries.
But I am told that I should ground and forget them while I'm here.
Is it ok to love the gods of another anthro race?
Is it ok if I sometimes feel like I'd rather be a slave to an anthro wolf race than to be where I am now?
I don't know. I feel like crying, but I don't have the tears.
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The first thing I learned after my awakening is "listen to your own heart and not to other people".
Most times, what your heart says or what your Higher Self says and what "people say" will be at direct odds with each other and many enemies will be made in the process of you either becoming or remaining "true to yourself".
This cannot be helped and nothing can be done about it, but to cut ties and send them on their way with love, and to protect your subtle body with Angelic Light and to set clear boundaries, because scorned humans tend to get very vengeful and then they will enact and exact their vengeance on the psychic plane.
To find your "wolf family" is like finding your "tribe" and they say that your vibe attracts your tribe, so visualise what you want and keep at it...I mean, if people were to tell you not to focus on a "higher density", well there goes the whole "Law of Attraction" thing out the window, isn't it?
Personally, I don't trust human beings as far as I can throw them and they have done absolutely NOTHING to foster any faith within me about the future of the species as a "spiritual force to be reckoned with".
So, if you want to pray to "Alien Gods"...Well, I do that anyway so I cannot say anything against it.
All the best.
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