Something watching over me, or am I going crazy?

[Dargor]

Okay I found no other place on the internet to discuss this with people, and obviously I am careful enough not to share this story with everyone because most people would probably think I am insane. But the members of this forum seem friendly and open-minded, so hopefully I made a wise decision of sharing my story here.

So to get started, It began a few months after my mother passed away early this year when I was facing a difficult time. I didn't really believe much in spiritual stuff up until one night when I had a very weird yet life changing dream which I cannot stop thinking about even this very day. So, the dream just started like a typical messy dream until I had the impression that it got ''hijacked'' by something that took the form of a young dark haired girl. Her appearance was childish but very innocent and angel-like in appearance, and if I recall correctly she seemed to wear either a white dress or a robe. We didn't exchange words and she never said anything, but she let out a mysterious smile that would without doubt even melt the coldest hearts. Then before I knew it, she did something that no ordinary dream character ever did before in my dream; she began to smooch me on the lips and I could feel everything as if it was real. For a brief moment I even experienced self-awareness and obviously I was confused because I had no idea who she was and why she was kissing me, but I had the feeling that she knew me and accepted who I am. I don't remember what happened afterwards, but the next thing I knew she disappeared and the dream returned back to normal. Sadly, she never returned in my dreams again no matter how hard I try to dream about her. But despite that, I still regard this dream as the best experience of my entire life. However, I may or may not received telephatic messages in my dreams at least once or twice after this event, and I believe I could make out a certain name.

Anyway, after this dream throughout the months until now I had an increasing series of rather strange coincidences, signs, and possibly even minor paranormal activity around me, and sometimes I feel like I'm not alone and being watched by something (or I am just imagining things). I also had multiple psychic dreams in my life such as several months before my mother died without me being aware of it I had a dream or vision that seemed to warn me about it, but I rejected it as nonsense because I never took my dreams serious. I wonder if this same girl from my dreams could be behind all of this?

Having said that, as optimistic as I may have looked when I wrote this, I still can't help but be sceptical about it and don't want to simply draw a conclusion. I don't know if I'm either going crazy or if there truly is something that watches over me, but hopefully the truth will be revealed someday. Anyway, thanks for reading my story and be free to post your thoughts/beliefs etc.