About me (this is going to be a mountain)!

Hello,

My name is Kirsse (actually that's my nickname but I hope you feel no offense if I decide to keep my true name to myself as one can do much with a name). Ironically, its pronounced the same way as curse. I'm 17 years old, am attending College, and live in the UK.

I am a pisces, was born in the year of the dog, have a lot of family who were highly 'spiritual' (witchcraft, wiccancraft, and wizardry), and my real name means "follower of Christ". My mum has always said that the combination of these things has made me riddiculously strong in the spiritual department. Before I was 13 (and before I hit puberty) I was often able to see Fairies. I was also able to see ghosts when I was younger too but I've always been so afraid of them that I've gradually blocked of fmy ability to see them. I can still feel their presence, which is unfortunate since I live literally right next to a graveyard.

My bestfriend, who's 4 years younger than me and I don't see as much as I'd like, is also very spiritual, much more than me in fact as she can still ghosts and people's past lives. We are both of different religions, I'm Christian and she is leaning towards Buddhism, although she says that's more of a way of life than a religion. Surprising we still get on since we both, although are strongly different, share many of the same beliefs (in how we should live our lives and such). In a way the huge age gap helps, and we've known each other 9 years now.

When we do things together, even if its something normal and seemingly harmless, we sometimes 'do' things without meaning to because we both have high spiritual abilities that we have no proper control over. I also believe that our abilities may be slightly different, her ancestors were Italian shamans, or something like that, while mine were German spellcasters. We aren't entirely sure of what we can do. The only thing we are sure of is that she is 'older' in her reincarnation lives, which may be why she's stronger in spiritual sensitivity or maybe because I've always been afraid and blocked mine off, because she can 'see' past lives. Once, at a sleepover, we accidentally sommoned a ghost to the room when, rather foolishly, we simply chatted carelessly about ghosts. I couldn't move. At first we didn't realise why we felt so terrible, she was literally shaking and absolutely white, until we realised that we were ill because of the spirit's presence, I couldn't look behind me to where I was sure the ghost was, as I could feel it and my Bestfriend could see it. It only left after we prayed to God to protect us. Thats how powerful we are together. Just chatting innocently and we 'do' something. My friend's nickname is Fire.

At the moment I have a problem. My mum belives that my Aunt has put a curse on our home. Apparently, this Aunt, who I shall call Bearbell, has a long standing grudge against my mum for various phycotic reasons (my mum hasn't actually done anything) and tricked mum into writing our address on a slip of paper, she also knows our fullnames. Mum thinks she is a black witch and has done deals with the devil. I don't know if I believe her but...

About 2 and a bit years ago mum gave her the paper and about 2 years ago a series of terrible things started happening to my family. My family situation has never been great, I have an autistic brother and two parents who constantly argued. But two years ago it became unbearably worse. Around the same time Fire's parents split up so we saw each other far less frequently, in the time we needed each other the most. Unbelievably, my family situation was and is even worse than hers. Lets just say I've rarely seen my dad, who I adore, anymore these past two years and my school work quality has decreased phenomenially as a result of the terrible events that I can't bare to say. Mum thinks its Bearbell's doing. I am unsure if I believe her but if its true...

Together Fire and I are very powerful, I was wondering if there might be a way we could protect ourselves from others. We want to gain more control and knowledge of our natural spiritual abilities. I am worried that my family and I may still be in danger from Bearbell's hatred and dark magic, if it exists.

Any advice? I really need it. I have terrible luck at the moment.

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A belated welcome to the forums Kirsse ... I dont have advice other than to simply relax and enjoy yourself here in the community :)

Welcome!

Hi Kirsse,

God taught us some words to overcome magician work.

You just need to relaaax and recite the Holy words or listen to them. You can record the sound in your mobile if you could not memorize them. They are easy and short anyway:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp-6o...eature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfdZcNOf2g4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OB7WZ...eature=related

Best wishes.

Peace.

Welcome : ) I wish I had some sound advice to offer. However, I truly beloved in the power of crystals. I will use them along with a protection charm / spell. I may even try a banishing spell to disperse the negative energy. However you must be clear and precise and state your intent. I am not sure according to your post if you practice, however it sounds like some family members may be able to help you out. I wish you the best of luck and your friend as well. Most likely you both are on an incredible journey... ~Bright Blessings

Hi and welcome Kirsse.

can i make a suggestion? haha well i am going to anyway.
Maybe you should copy this post (without the introductions), just the part about the curse and your aunt, in another part of the forum, i think then you might get more response, as not everyone comes onto the welcome page, and i am sure, someone will have an answer for you, or will be able to give you advice.

You can use whatever name you wish. It sounds as if you have a wonderful background.

You don’t need to be afraid of spirits. You have the ability to vet them & tell any you don’t want around to scram.

Vetting Nonphysical Entities- ttp://www.spiritualforums.com/vb/showthread.php?p=156097&posted=1#post156097

Don’t consider it odd to have a friend that has a different spiritual orientation. BTW, 4 years isn’t a huge age gap. It can seem like this at 17, but as one ages, 4 years is really nothing. Investigating allot of types of spirituality is very useful. Treasure those who you are in sync w/, regardless of age or spiritual orientation.

It’s really interesting that both of you have energy workers as ancestors. She is likely stronger in her spiritual sensitivity because she isn’t afraid. You will be too when you ditch the fear. You don't need it. Fear of anything is more than enough to be a very substantial block. You can easily deal w/ spirit (ghosts), vetting them & telling them to scram if their presence isn’t desired. You can protect your self.

Curses are only effective if one believes in them. The same vetting instructions can be used on any perceived curses. There is a tendency for people to chalk up everything that goes wrong to a curse when one knows that a curse has been given. If they didn't know a 'curse' has been issued they would simply chalk these things up to the normal ups & downs of life. How did your mum find out that aunty gave this curse? I bet that aunty told her. If the curse really worked w/o the cooperation of USING YOUR OWN FEAR AGAINST YOU, it would work w/o your being apprised of it. Consider this dynamic.

Bearbell is not really powerful at all. Negative energy is really pitifully weak in comparison to positive energy. Laugh off her attempts at sending negative energy. Issue the following command:

Any energies that have been, or will be sent to me or my family that aren’t for the Best Highest Purpose are to be immediately returned to the sender. You can also visualize an energetic mirror that will automatically deflect any energies not intended for BHP.

There was a really good thread about curses recently, but I don’t know where it is located. If anyone else does, the link could be useful for this person.

It is wonderful that you have had the opportunity to have a friend who makes you realize that nonphysical power is real. Move into establishing this w/ your self. You CAN.

Explore this forum's posts. There is allow of information that might be useful for you.

It's interesting that you've chosen a name that is pronounced like curse. Are you able to seperate this from the negative meanings of curse?

Hello Kirsse;
I am new here as well as to much that I find here on this site. Unfortunately, I do not have any knowledge that might be helpful to you. However, I am struck by how advantageous your heritage is. To have had so much innate ability acknowledged and nurtured from the beginning is such a blessing. I am in awe that you and your friend are so connected and aware of the powers within yourselves. I look forward to your continued sharing; thank you for that.
Blessings and light, Ulrike

Welcome! :)
Life is an ever-moving vehicle for us. Once we are up, then we are down. You have to remember that you will not be down forever. Once you hit the bottom, there is only one way to mover forward - and that is UPWARD.

Have you considered seeing a psychologist? It seems like you would benefit from being able to discuss your issues with someone unbiased and uninvolved. Also, the psychologist may give you tools to use to get your mental strength back.