Hi,
I posted a long time ago about astral children, but got no wiser (no fault to anyone else, just me) and later asked to have the thread deleted. I have to too apologize if I am using the wrong term when I write astral children. But I don't know what to else call them?
I am going to try once again, though.
This is going to sound as if I am crazy, if you have not thought that already, that is
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What I only have is fragments. This happened in my sleep when I was a teenager. It was not only one time, but like in episodes (?).
Before I tell this story I have to tell another one. When I was a child one time in my sleep, dreams I had this dream that someone with me (that I think now could go under the title spirit guide) showed me the universe, worlds and it was fantastic and then told me, showed me what I think is now about the twin flame-business. So it was explained to me that there was 2 of me, I was coming in half and another male version of me emerged opposite of me. This was too much to take in, even for me as a child and I began to question and to wake up.
The dreams was so awesome that the fragments I remember from it til this day leaves me with this amazing feeling. I know as a child I used to remember more from it and had the same wonderful feeling within me for possible weeks in a row.
Alright, so that was the twin flame introduction then
So now I am jumping back to the start when I was a teenager. So I began to have these episodes of dreams, as if it had a theme going on.
A male and I became involved and over time it was as if we emerged in a way I can't explain. First it felt as if an explosion so my body or me took a gasp, so first it was as if I took a "step" back, but it still happened. It was as if this male's energy? and mine became one, as if it was it's own explosion ,or emerging, going on. I can't really tell what had happened before that. I think it stands out as I think I was surprised at the "explosion" where I took the "step" or a "gasp".
And then, following these episodes, I remember fragments of my body being pregnant. So fragment/s of that.
Then I was giving birth, somehow, and the male one was there.
Then there was the fragment of the male and a woman, older, and a child, as if she was watching the child, and this was then our child.
Last he came once more in this fragment that I remember and I distinctively remember that I told him not to return. I am not sure why. Just fragments. I was falling for someone in real life, that could have been why.
I used to dismiss this as a long and strange episodes of dreams, just dreams, although I do think it was strange as I do not normally have episodes as if it was a soap opera or something.
If this truly took place in the astrals - has something like this happened to someone else?
I used to think that only God could create life, but what ever we did when that explosion or emerging happened - could that have resulted in a astral-pregnancy and astral-birth and even an astral-child?
And if so, who can make these astral-children? Only twin flames? Or how would that even be possible if he was my twin flame, him and I then being one and the same?
Or should I dismiss these fragments, that stood out to me as they were too over such a long period of time as dreams only?
I have thought too that it was just dreams as I was a teenager, all sorts of hormones kicking in, an interest in the opposite sex, but in all honesty that sort of "explosion" that we were part of did not in reality remind me of earth-intimacy, it was something so different. So if I just had the usual hormone-dreams then that would have been a strange result, I think from it? It's not the same? At that point it felt as if he could not help it and I could not help it, it only happened.
I do not come from a religious or spiritual background so the dream I had of the twin flame is not something I could have heard, I think. Or spirit guides.
Should I dismiss these episodes, the fragments as dreams as imagination only? Maybe I am just being silly?
I guess I have not forgotten about them, the fragments, as I do remember too in the fragments of the dreams that I felt quilt, that I had done something I was not allowed to do. I guess the whole child-theme frighten me too. I mean, what if we truly created life on our own? And then me just leaving this child there, and in care of someone else? I don't know where that older woman came from. I just remember he stood closer to me and further away stood a child, our child, and the woman there. Too the child seem to grow so much faster? than a normal kid from what I could tell, again, only fragments. I have read somewhere those who do believe in all this that astral-children grow up faster, but still there is not much to go by and I can't tell if they are legitimate, serious in their claims, or what is going on.
Could also be the shame-sin talking (as my mom was I remember afraid once I did get involved with my first love that I would end up pregnant too soon in life, but in reality I was a very shy one and also scared of that part of life, intimacy, so she needn't not to worry, not back then I mean… Only later, LOL, still with my same first love, though, for years. He did not try to get me pregnant then, but would talk about us having children later on in the future, we were engaged)?
It has felt to me as if he - the man in my dreams (wow, that sounds like something, LOL) - knew more than I did of what was going on. Perhaps I was angry with him about that, as there was this elder woman there, and our child, and him then closer to me. But I don't think he tricked me. I just think for what ever the reason that he knew more. He was not unkind or anything.
But I always had that feeling, that he knew more than what I did of what was going on.
For years now, few times I have noticed invisible beings that are physical in that when they sit, lay down or are near me it is as if they are made of a real body, only invisible. They can do a "shield-up" like an invisible wall that not only I have by accident hit against but a child (real child) too. When that happen (I had not told the child anything) it went exclaiming that there was someone there and began to push it's hand through and kept calling for me saying it was amazing and that someone was there. I got a little scared (not showing the child that) and took the child to me away from what it now was. First it is this sort of skin there but one can reach through with one's hand but the energies are different. I don't know if there is any correlation with above experiences, though. Could very well be something else entirely different. Anyways crazy thoughts what if it could have been them, the male in the dreams from such a long time ago and the child? but that make no sense either. I have before suspected or try to find reasons to who or what these invisible beings are.
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