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Originally Posted by ask21771
For a long time I've been afraid God is secretly evil and what makes it worse is I seem to get synchronicities that it's true why is this happening?
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God is and does whatever it is that God is and does....that's basically IT.
It's left to humans to try to make sense of it, to 'judge God' or try to ascribe certain meanings and agendas as to why God does what God does, but if we knew
that one, it would thus make us 'God' ourselves, would it not?
Many times I have heard 'If God is so peaceful, kind and loving, why war? why famine? why poverty? why do innocents die? why is life so unfair? why does He treat his devotees with impunity? why is he 'wrathful' and 'vengeful'? etc etc'.
Yes, people trying to clothe Divine Will in the garb of 'human purpose'. This is totally futile....totally.
God isn't good nor evil, secretly nor otherwise...God is just...God and everything that happens was put in motion
by God, but He neither has any control over nor monitors the outcome of human endeavours - all because of a little clause that was inserted into all of this at conception called
free will!
Now, you can choose to believe there is/isn't any of this, but it makes no difference whatsoever whether or not it is the case, because if we hold the notion of 'only God/Soul/Love exists', then everything else becomes an 'illusion' or just totally insignificant and unimportant anyway in the whole scheme of things.
You also must realise that God isn't the only one doing these 'synchronicity' things - Demons can do them as well....I think demons/Satan invented it. If you think a negative thought, there's more chance and it's more likely that a negative thing is gonna happen, than if you think a positive, kind and uplifting thought....those take a bit longer and require a bit more patience and mental effort to manifest.
So yeah, I've had demons pulling synchros on me, trying to convince me that 'God doesn't exist' over and over....until I was like "Oh? thanks God for taking the guise of these demons to teach me this lesson!'
After that, I understood the whole thing in a moment of self-awareness. After that, it never happened again and I rarely hear from the Spirit World now, unless it is something I need to know or it's something
very important.
Once synchronicities start happening with regularity, they are no longer 'synchronous' anymore and the whole shock and novelty thing starts wearing off and you find yourself just laughing and going 'c'mon now, you can do much better than that - that attempt to convince me you are Beezlebub was just pathetic..."
Yeah, the Spirits usually leave me alone now, unless I totally ignore them for a month or two...then they don't let up whatsoever....so I have to regularly 'check in' with them like once a week now just to 'keep the peace' or else all hell breaks loose...
So, there isn't anything much more to say....some people think I am 'good' and some people think I am 'evil' and when I stopped allowing myself to become identified and defined by what others thought about me, I realised I was neither of these things...perhaps 'misguided' comes about as close as another is ever going to get according to their own idealisms.