my gut is telling me that it's just coincidence
Calmforlife.
however, coincidences often do signal things.
to my mind, the important thing to consider is the reason you'd
been using the medication in the first place. i'd like for you to be
able to manage whatever troubling issues might come up without
relying on chemicals to provide a boost (despite having never met).
do you have reliable strategies in place to deal with whatever
tests to your happiness might surface?
i imagine that you can "open up more spiritually" with or without
the antidepressants being involved. i believe that you can access
spiritual truths even with the drug in your physical system.
i advise you to not 'go it alone'... involve your doctors and family
or friends in your decision, and remember that you're wanting a
greater sense of wellness and not seeking to risk anything.