ahh!!!! lol identity crisis after spirtual awakening

Roselove · #1 08-02-2011, 01:24 AM

I am wondering if anyone has expierenced this

I am changing and it scares me.. I don't view the world in the same way, my beliefs, morals and values have changed, everything I thought I was, I thought I valued is now being questioned, I feel so confused.

Spiritlite · #2 08-02-2011, 01:25 AM

YOu're growing don't be scared but be open to receive and learn.
Spiritlite.

Roselove · #3 08-02-2011, 01:35 AM

true but i feel like i have to change things that make me, well me and i don't want to lol just to get by

#4 08-02-2011, 01:40 AM

It`s gonna be alright!

#5 08-02-2011, 01:45 AM

Rosieposieeeee !!!

Hallelujah chicken :) .... welcome to the start of your transformation!
By posting what you have, you've recognised and acknowledged that you ARE changing. And remember - you have to know what you're NOT before you know who and what you ARE. You're doing just fine, accept that you ARE changing, and it's going to be for the better. You're learning about SELF. And even though it seems soo negative and hard right now, you'll find the positives out of every single experience you have.
You'll be ok. Try to relax and chill a little. You'll get there, just trust trust and trust some more.

Love light and laughter
Jue
xxx

#6 08-02-2011, 01:48 AM

I enjoy change and transformation with new awareness and knowledge. But yes sometimes if I change too rapidly I have the same crisis. I panic at the feeling of groundlessness because I am leaving a lot behind or letting a lot go that made me feel secure and whole and at peace. But remember why the change happened. Because you had become in need of more, you were restless. My answer has been to not totally dump everything, retain those elements of the old that still are useful and bring it into the new space. Once you get settled into the new space, you will feel stronger and more grounded and then what needs to be further dropped will drop away. Don't be black or white, its better to be gray as you move along.

You have discovered the location of an oasis in the desert, no need for water when your there, but it is wise to still use the water you already have, even though its warm and has sand in it, while you explore the new oasis and find the new water source.

Roselove · #7 08-02-2011, 01:52 AM

juliepolie!! sorry that's the best nickname i can come up with lol Great advice

I think this transition is making me insane, ever since learning about law of attraction etc I am paranoid about everything I attract, I have been second guessing myself a lot, I know I needed to change and release past traumas etc but I worry what others will think of me now etc (part of lesson is learning to speak my truth), I am noticing since I've begun asserting myself people are reacting and it's not postive lol.. I don't want conflict but I am being guided to share my beliefs

Kaere · #8 08-02-2011, 01:52 AM

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Originally Posted by Rosewater

true but i feel like i have to change things that make me, well me and i don't want to lol just to get by

*ahem* if the changes are happening on their own, then you're still you, you're just a slightly different you. You can't force a change, so that might be why it feels unnatural and why you don't want to.

Roselove · #9 08-02-2011, 01:53 AM

I hope so trag!

yes true blue! i think i jumped into this head first and now it's all too much, i don't want to know anymore now lol

Roselove · #10 08-02-2011, 01:54 AM

true kaere, i guess i have to heal old patterns that aren't working for me, but when i try to change them i don't feel like me the people pleasing always pleasent me anymore, it feels werid to stand up for myself and say what i really think and express how i feel, i feel worried about how i will be recieved now since people seem to be responding to the change negatively