Going underground

[TonySG]

Originally Posted by Michelle11

If I am going to be completely honest with you Tony I think that you are getting ready to face your life challenge and it may be a challenge that involves confronting your inner demons. Going to lower floors to me indicates that you are going to go into your subconscious thoughts and feelings that have been suppressed. A whole world of thoughts is living in there that you are not currently conscious of. This world is undermining you in a way and keeping you from truly thriving in life and it will be a challenge to face these parts of you but definitely worth the effort because nothing short of liberation from any dark thoughts holding you back is in store if you do this. It sounds like things may start to fall into place for this to occur but you may resist and try to back out at some point but you will be possibly thrust into the lesson one way or another.

I think in general the dream indicates that this issue/demon that you are about to confront is one that was created from an ancient past life. Things happen in our past that help formulate the way we see the world and more importantly ourself sometimes in very negative ways. We aren't always aware of our beliefs, thoughts and feelings and the only way to really fix things is to look them square in the eye. This means sometimes putting ourself in a difficult and painful situation where the deep thoughts get magnified so we look at them as opposed to easily ignoring them as many of us do for many lifetimes until we are ready to face that which scares us and makes us turn on ourself. The top was taken off is also a reflection that things will be exposed. It is an uncomfortable process but the only way you can be rid of these undermining thoughts and beliefs (insects) that are harming your well being. If you don't expose them they just burrow in and hide really well.

So allow yourself to play the game and look at your hurt. Quite frankly when it comes down to it we pick up some bad ideas and thoughts about ourself like we aren't worthy or are bad people. It takes a lot of digging sometimes to see the beliefs and feelings are there and it takes a lot of courage to allow yourself to feel the pain, walk through it and in the end release it and come to see none of it is true. It can be a difficult long process but definitely worth it. Having been through something similar it was hard but liberating. The dark spot that was always haunting and chasing me my whole life is finally lifting. But I woke one morning with this thought, you can't fix what is broken until you see there is a problem. Things have to be brought up to your awareness for them to be cleared and healed. So though your status quo may be rocked in the near future or it could be a few years off, try to remind yourself that you are ready to confront this and heal your inner dark thoughts for good. Not just a temporary fix but for all eternity. This is the grand prize as they say. Liberation from what holds you back from shining and having self love. They say the most difficult challenge of all. But you are ready Tony. To know who you truly are. You just have to clear out the bugs is all.

Wow. Thank you. This really resonates with me. Makes alot of sense.