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Originally Posted by Smiler
Hi Saggi
If You can let it go ...A couple of simple affirmations may help you
'Let Go..Let God' or 'It will pass' I sincerely wish you peace and happiness.
If the fear still resides maybe (and I say this tenderly you can look at it slowly)..like when it went Bam..what situation actually triggered it?
I love your honesty in what you are saying. It;s natural for some of us to go through avoidance..fear....and try and find a way through it as you have said. Until we are at a place we are comfortable inside ourselves to look... it's sort of like a slow chipping away I guess.
Quote: Then bam, I was hit with it head on. It then became a fear, although I'm not sure what the fear is! I just know I go into avoidance, then fear, then find a way through it.
If you choose to look at it..do you know who the person is that has your answer? Or is the person one who aided by triggering it.?
Quote:I just know there's something underlying and someone else knows my answer, yet I can't bring myself to ask them.
I understand fear ..being a peacemaker I certainly don't like conflict and I have avoided things in my own life until I am ready to look at them.
Until the fear itself grew harder living with it... than asking or looking or dealing with something.
Each time I faced or face a fear ..I look at my own intent ..its a strange that after dealing with a person I once avoided working out my private feelings with ...for certainly I avoided tough topics that were either solely feeling based with no memory ( which is harder I think) or with feelings with actual memory..that although the circumstances in asking may have not been pleasant on the surface.. I personally myself felt lighter and freer.
I am facing another one in my life (not my sister) Its there ..and at some point soon I must find a way to deal with it. A friend of mine said pray for guidance and good outcomes..which is what I am doing now.
All the best to you Saggi
Whatever you decide is right for you.
P.s.. this is totally off the topic but I did feel a grandmother presence while typing. Have absolutely no idea why?
Love
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The bam was the first instance, it was a bam because as I said I'd heard about cancer although this time I was involved. It was a personal choice and to be perfectly honest it was the straw that broke the camel's back to bring about a loss in many ways.
The loss of a person, the loss of a friendship, almost and the loss of my mind!
It was the beginning of my spiritual journey and I faced my biggest fear, which was death straight in the face!
I lost my mind, I got through it although there's blanks and someone can fill them blanks, yet I have approached them before and never got the answers.
I remember cancer being part of the conversations we had, I know I shared a fear with them about it, what I want to know is if I knew about my friend then, or whether I just knew there would be another dealing with it.
I don't want to know to dwell on making a difference, it's just to know so I know, peace of mind kinda thing.
Perhaps I have forgotten so as not to dwell on it and that's what I should concentrate on, I haven't thought of it in this way before, then I'm releasing the fear and the trying to remember and as you say concentrating on the living.
Do I need to know, if I do I'll remember!
Thank you for the help with trying to find my answers!
Thank you also for the message about my Nan, it is significant! And also I feel it's a lot to do with what's happening and what I've experienced through life and the link between them!
Love and hugs
Jo
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