I have some questions if OK. I dont know were to start really.
At home I sit with my network of Computers and PCs inc: Servers and I was curious if the vibrations and energy they give off actually does affect the like of me who is the majority of the time in their presence.
I was told by my local supermarket staff member who used to be a paranormal investigator that the energy and vibrations actually does affect the persona and that with what I have hear at home I'm actually frying my brain in a manor of speaking because they are booted 24 7 ..
I'm struggling to move away from my very strong scientific background and have done since I became very spiritually aware. I'm constantly looking for reassurance and fact behind spiritual matters and interests. Thats why I have not been on these boards since I sighed up. Science is a big part of my life but now I'm suffering and suffering a lot from all levels and angles with mental and physical pain.
Constant stress to the point of simmering 24 7 and the intensity is unreal and has been like this for many years.
I can see things and know things before they happen and can hear spirit and feel spirit but have yet to see spirit in the flesh. I cant explain the science behind this and I quite frank dont really have a clue but to know of events and situations before they happen such as strokes in the family and then pregnancy; I'm constantly picking up 24 7 ..
What does a blue shield mean given by Michael the arch angel. I was meditation a while back and I am possitive when I was talking to him he gave me a kinda blue purple shield. I have no idea what it does or what its for.
Do I sound crazy going on like this. Am I loosing my mind? Loosing my mind as in knowing if an individual is gonna pass away or something negative beforehand.
Anyone?
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