Hello guys

A lot of stuff happened during my life. I'm kinda confused. Let me introduce myself.

I'm Adam. I'm 15. I live in Malaysia. I have autism.
When people were born, they usually cry a lot, right? Well, when I was born, I didn't cry a lot. I didn't start talking until I was 3.
Yeah, I have asperger's syndrome. I don't have friends. I don't talk a lot. I'm really lonely and helpless.
I met this girl voice when I was 11. Then when I was 13 and I was really upset (trying to kill myself too, but didn't get injured), I met this girl voice again. And then I recognized her as an imaginary friend... for a while.
Until when I was 14 and almost 15, I met her again. I did some research and I think I might have Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). I thought she was an alter. And I called her Racheal.
As months passed, I found other alters. They are Rana, Ani, Nurul, Emily, Eve, Roxie, Knowledge, Fikri, Moriko, Marco, Curiosity and Creepy. Eventhough I had found them, I was still not happy.
Yesterday, I was searching about paranormal stuff. (a few days ago I was interested about these) I knew about this automatic writing. So I tried and found a spirit guide. Her name is Natalie.
She told me to do these religious stuff. And I just followed what she told me. She gave me some advises. I tried to ask her all about her but she didn't like it.
She told me to... like... make her disappear! I really don't understand. Maybe she's just worried about me having voices inside me head. But I followed her order anyway. She told me to tell the truth to everyone. I lied that I don't have the voices anymore to my parents and my psychiatrist (yeah, I met my psychiatrist months ago). And she told me to tell the truth.

So, that's about it. I'm still with this spirit guide. You can ask my any question if you want.

[Skybird]

Hello and welcome, enjoy this great site :))

Hello and welcome Adam MZ, I hope you find some answers here.

[knightofalbion]

Welcome to the forum, dear Adam.