You were crying. I hope this gets to you.

#1 23-04-2014, 01:10 AM

(A note from me: I opened up for a moment and this came flying in with immense urgency. I know you're on this forum and I think you're looking for answers. I hope this helps - It came out of nowhere so it was a little impromptu. I'm torn between saying that it's a father or an older lover - the energy is very nurturing but extremely passionate and resounding. You were a precious jewel to them.)

I saw you crying the other day and it was heartbreaking to see you going through this. The mother says that these days are going to pass soon but you worry that it will never end and you think that you won't be able to see another day - your mind dwells on the past and the past is holding you hostage - sometimes you cry at night because of the memories but I want you to let them go and think only of the positive.

Please stop hurting yourself. You aren't doing it for attention but you feel like everyone thinks you are. You need to find yourself better company because your current companion is bringing you nothing but misery and contempt for God. They are feeding off your negativity and spewing it back at you, hurting and hindering you rather than helping you like a companion should. Remember when I would tell you that I wanted to see you happy? It is still my greatest desire for your life I want to see you loved and cared for - not used and abused and wasted. You feel like you don't have any worth but your worth is that of *too extreme for words - mountain*

I want you to promise me right now that you will take these words and this message to heart and you'll pick yourself up off the floor - you dissever to be on a pedestal - that is the only place that a woman of your caliber should be - you are a goddess in the eyes of men but they don't know you the way that I knew you my *a name they used for you but it won't come through*

One day we will be together again and I will be with you once more but for now *very sad emotions*

He wants to stay but he can't - emotions and energy is getting a little too intense and he's just coming through in feelings now. I hope this reaches the correct person.

Much love and much peace to whoever you are, this person loves you immensely and is always there for you if you ever need to talk. They may not be able to respond but they love you and they want you to receive the comfort and compassion you so deeply need.

I could feel their sadness and I know you must be struggling a lot. Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to. I feel this is urgent and that you have thought about hurting yourself, please know that you aren't alone!

He finishes with "I love you so much"

#2 28-05-2014, 07:25 AM

I know it's not for me but the timing is interesting. Hope the intended recipient gets this and best wishes to them.

Usako · #3 09-07-2014, 02:56 AM

I think this is for me...I've pmed you.

Usako · #4 29-09-2014, 11:11 AM

TwilightSparkle, why didn't you ever respond my pms?

This was or is important to me and if it turned out it was in fact intended for me, which I believe even more today, this would mean a lot.

Thank you

GreenRiver · #5 03-10-2014, 09:18 PM

She found the person it was for right after she wrote it.

Usako · #6 03-10-2014, 11:12 PM

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Originally Posted by GreenRiver

She found the person it was for right after she wrote it.

Oh, really? Well she could/should have just told me that...

Well thanks for telling me anyways.

mickilynn · #7 04-10-2014, 07:44 PM

Usako, she did the same thing to me. She just ignored me.

oldasthesea · #8 05-10-2014, 01:03 PM

Mickilynn, Keep calm. Maybe she has no internet or don't have time to be here in the forum as often she would like. I don't know her, but she was very cool to bring the message.

Just have a little patience.

Blessing.

Usako · #9 05-10-2014, 05:55 PM

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Originally Posted by mickilynn

Usako, she did the same thing to me. She just ignored me.

I'm sorry to hear that. But maybe in your case is like johanna83 says?

mickilynn · #10 07-10-2014, 11:20 PM

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Originally Posted by johanna83.

Mickilynn, Keep calm. Maybe she has no internet or don't have time to be here in the forum as often she would like. I don't know her, but she was very cool to bring the message.

Just have a little patience.

Blessing.

Johanna83.
I felt as though I was patient and yes it was very cool of her to relay this message however its been a few months that I have waited for a reply.