Am I going somewhere with this?
Recently while I've been meditating I've been having some cool visualizations. It has changed a bit over time but one is that of this traveler, walking through some kind of resting place of the gods, like between their giant tree-trunk legs as though through a forest, and this guy is just passing through and giving off warm, fluffy, light vibrations. The feeling I get is that these gods are parts of me I've shut off over the years with my harsh vibrations. Another dream has the same theme pretty much, it's like there's a door, behind which is all kinds of peace, light, and warm fuzzy feelings, personified as this cute little furby type thing, and it actually takes a whole lot of effort to relax enough to open that door because the slightest stress snaps it shut again.
I guess the reason I'm posting this is because I want some advice on how to stay in the right state of mind to keep doing whatever I should be doing. I've noticed it is really easy to trick myself into thinking that I'm thinking in the right way and I don't want to fall back into ignorance. But whatever..
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