Missing my Mom - wish I could feel her spirit

[wolfgaze]

Originally Posted by Nettles

Perhaps she wanted me to find my own way and be stronger for it.

I arrived at a similar perspective when reflecting upon my own experience.....

[Deepsoul]

Dear Raven poet thinking of you, Love Deepsoul...

[Kensei]

I am sorry to hear about your mother passing into another place, wish you strength in these times.

Can relate to what you describe.. the first week my loved one passed. Had several signs and more of a feeling she was still around us. Now weeks have passed and it feels like she has gone to a different place. I still feel her in my heart and do my best to write, talk and honor her.

It sure is a challenge at times, because with our monkey minds we want that physical or something to sense purely with our senses. I still hope she will come get me when my day comes.. And send me a sign or two along the road for me or even just communicate with me in some form.

I do believe, like Nettles said: We are still here and we got to find our own way and grow stronger from this experience.

If we where comforted or knew everything this could block our growth process I suppose. However frustrating that might be at times.

[Miss Hepburn]

Hi Raven Poet,
I have a photo of my mom before she passed taped by my stove...
often I put green peppers in my eggs (I don't care for them much)
and say, "I'm doing this because you loved gr. peppers in everything, Mom",
with a little wink.

[wolfgaze]

Originally Posted by Miss Hepburn

Hi Raven Poet,
I have a photo of my mom before she passed taped by my stove...
often I put green peppers in my eggs (I don't care for them much)
and say, "I'm doing this because you loved gr. peppers in everything, Mom",
with a little wink.

I love green peppers and green peppers in my eggs as well...

[metal68]

Im in the same boat, even after 9 months after my mother's passing. I feel nothing around me. Yes in the first couple of months a few odd things happened but I could put them down to chance events. Certainly nothing more nowadays.

[Junerose]

Dear Raven Poet,
My mom also passed away recently on September 17 and I am feeling the same way. I wish she would give me a sign that she is ok. When I spoke to a medium my mom didn't even mention me, I wish I knew or was sure she is with me or hears me talk to her. Today there was one white feather on the driveway when I got out of the car after I had been talking to her in the car and asking for a sign that she hears me. I said thankyou to her which I have read you are supposed to do but I wish I would have a visit as I have read others do in their dreams or something I can be sure of. I have been crying less for some reason, and I read that crying is negative and makes it harder for them to communicate. Maybe when we least expect it something will happen.

[wolfgaze]

Originally Posted by Junerose

Dear Raven Poet,
My mom also passed away recently on September 17 and I am feeling the same way. I wish she would give me a sign that she is ok. When I spoke to a medium my mom didn't even mention me, I wish I knew or was sure she is with me or hears me talk to her. Today there was one white feather on the driveway when I got out of the car after I had been talking to her in the car and asking for a sign that she hears me. I said thankyou to her which I have read you are supposed to do but I wish I would have a visit as I have read others do in their dreams or something I can be sure of. I have been crying less for some reason, and I read that crying is negative and makes it harder for them to communicate. Maybe when we least expect it something will happen.

Condolences, Junerose...

[Native spirit]

Raven Poet,

Grief is a journey in itself its not easy by any means, but your mother is still around keep her in your heart,and continue to speak to her she can hear you.
ill keep you in my thoughts

Namaste

[Junerose]

Thankyou wolfgaze.