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Originally Posted by Tom Howard
The last couple of months in my journey have been rough.
My vibration was stubbornly low.
I keep having feelings of resentment.
Two days ago I quit drinking alcohol. I only drank moderately.
My vibration has soared.
I hope this is helpful.
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Yes, it is helpful...and inspiring.
Congratulations, Tom.
And nice to meet you,
limitless life!
Resentment, if I may help, also, has a deep root in blame.
Blame has it's root in lack of understanding...the illusion of separation.
When we truly 'get' that no one is to blame for anything
that has happened 'to' us...we are free of everything from
indignation, anger, bad thoughts for someone and so on.
This comes in different forms...one may be we 'get' that we ourselves drew these events to us.
Or another approach is the above with the added,
'It was perfect for my growth."
As I have said, I hated my father for decades, I could do nothing right
from the day he saw me at the hospital..so I'm told.
I tried many ways to forgive him. When one day 3 yrs ago(?)..
I suddenly was stunned breathless with a vision of us
in the 'In between place"
before we come here...He was
such a friend in my Soul Family, he said he would be my father and
I his daughter, so he could treat me as I had treated women
and stop once and for all...
feeling how deeply painful it was to someone's spirit.
It was all out of love...all to draw us closer to God...how?
Because the key to our Source or going Home or to God...
is purity of heart.
We are constantly purifying...people call karma and see it as bad or harsh...when it
has a purpose, ie, to the end game.
The wordly mind does not understand this...it is nothing
the intellect 'gets' looking out at world events...it takes
the gift if an inner experience to 'see' what the heck is going
on in the Big Picture.
NDEers come back often with this new insight.
So some here will think all this is something to scoff at
and to debate...it is not...but the worldly mind will
dig in with it's egoic logic.
We are probably aware this post nor the topic belongs in 'Affirmations'...but, oh well.