A thread for the broken-hearted

Kiran · #1 04-04-2011, 06:45 PM

Feel free to post here all the pain you are going through. We feel with you, because we have been there.

Love hurts sometimes... and sometimes you have to let go of the one you most love. True love neve dies, but sometimes we have to let our beloved one go a separate way. It is so hard to let go...

Sometimes we need to leave a relationship for us to stay whole...

You will be better. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but you will be better. And maybe some day you will love again.

Wishing you all the best. Have a hug.

With love, Kiran

Kiran · #2 04-04-2011, 07:07 PM

In memoriam: Aurodas

The Home and the Dream

I have loved you so deeply
that only by reminiscing I miss you...
I miss your light, your poetry.
I miss your well-chosen words,
I miss the dream we dreamt together.
I miss that you couldn't take me crying,
that you wouldn't know of the pain.
And your well-worked fantasies
and your silence; without saying anything,
I felt so close to you.
And your crazy laugh
which always made me smile.
I miss your tenderness, your respect,
your excellent care for me.
I miss... I miss how you made me dream,
with only a touch, with only a kiss.
For you I wrote a thousand poems
and still I could write more.
In your face I found all beauty of the world.

But you need to see me naked,
need to see me as I am,
couldn't live this far from the one that I loved.
And tried to forget you
in other arms
and in the end I prefered
to have a home, quiet and safe,
than hunt after a future that didn't seem realistic,
I chose everyday life
before fantasy.

I chose two arms to hold me always,
two eyes to always look at me,
lips to kiss, body to touch,
a man to talk to
eye to eye and sincerely
and an eternal advice, an eternal help,
a serene refuge.

But... it's not your words of wisdom,
it's not your light nor your poetry,
nothing he knows of your fantasy,
of your way that I wished to share.
And for this reason
it's still you who paints my dreams
in aquarels of luminous blue.
And I only ask you to guard me
a little space in your heart,
because although our ways separated
we follow the same goal
and your soul keeps being
MY DREAM.

Internal Queries · #3 04-04-2011, 07:39 PM

no matter how i can employ my spiritual intellect to convince myself that the beloved ones i've lost aren't really lost ... it STILL hurts.

i theorize that the pain i experience is me trying to be here in this reality while simultaneously trying to be with my departed loved ones in their new reality, the attempt to be in two places at the same time splitting my energies and causing me distress. i can't seem to help myself. i am drawn to those that i love no matter where they are.

Squatchit · #4 04-04-2011, 07:50 PM

A beautiful song about the broken-hearted.

Jimmy Ruffin - What Becomes of the Broken-Hearted.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zCz8SKmGek

Kiran · #5 05-04-2011, 05:43 PM

Thank you for posting the song, Squatchit!

Kiran · #6 05-04-2011, 05:48 PM

Internal Queries, wishing you all the best in your life without the departed loved ones... I know it is hard to let go.

#7 05-04-2011, 06:06 PM

What an amazing poem, Kiran. Thank you for sharing.

And I am sending out special hugs to all dealing with such pain.

#8 07-11-2011, 01:02 AM

How can i take something positive from this pain? You left me alone in this world, and took with you my heart. Everyday we spent together falling more in love.. Every morning i would wake up in your arms.. How could all the promises and emotions shared amount to nothing in you. I dont understand what i did to deserve this abandonment. You said it could never be over. You said that i was your twin flame! You might be able to breath on your own. But i gave you my life addi. I gave you everything i could, because you promised you would never leave.... Just tell me what i should do now that im alone... but your not there. You cant deal with the guilt of leaving. You cant look into my eyes and be true anymore. You defiled my passion leaving me to rot. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!! does this not mean anything to you?

#9 07-11-2011, 01:04 AM

Just... really needed to get that off my chest. Very grateful that i can do this here. I apologize for the negativity guys. :(

#10 07-11-2011, 02:10 AM

It's OK - release all your primal screams, cry your tears, and shout out your anger- we have all been there and know how it feels. I'm on your thread in the Healing forum, too, so I know why you're posting :) No worries - sometimes the only way to feel better is to let it all out - if you hold it in, the pain will just eat you alive..and that won't help anything. Just try to keep the faith....