am i channeling?

My nan passed a few months back :( Well it was only a month ago i would say i started to feel she was around me at my home. I have 2 young children one just turned 2 and the other 7 months old. Well my nan last saw my youndest when she was about 2 months old. I like to think she comes to visits the kids I started to feel like someone was touching my hand or arm and then gone ago it was a strange feeling and can not explain it. Also i have seen things that she is doing in the life she is in now. I was standing in my parents back garden watching my mum struggle to dig a small tree she had at the top of the garden and i could see she was wearing a green t-shirt and black trousers. I saw she was struggleing bad but then i saw it was not me seeing it but my nan? I was my nan eyes if that makes sense? I had this vision when i was changeing my childs nappie. I rang my mum and asked her if she had been gardening today she said no but she was yesterday i asked her if she had been digging out a tree and she said yes and that she was also wearing what i saw her wearing and she was also struggleing. I was shocked and it has not stopped there i have seen so much more like seeing my antie crying when kids are in bed and my aunt is down stairs just crying???? I not sure why? But also see that my nan stares out her front window at peolpe passing by. I have seen her go into her room and liking a watch she has in her wardrobe. Now i do not know what she has in the wardrobe but my mum confirmed to me that she has that watch in there and i see it in a wooden box with also some nice peral like ear rings and my mum said yes that is right. What do you think is happeneing here? Do you think my nan is trying to connect with me some how? do you think she has something to tell me? My mum and the aunt i speak of is her children

First off - youre not channelling, you're connecting to your nan's spirit form.
Yes, she's giving you her memories. It could be she just wants to let her girls know she is still around. The focus on the earrings and watch may mean she wants them taken out and used.

Next time you get this connection, you can mentally ask your nan if she has a message or something she wants you to do.
You can then gently ask her to move on to be with her family and friends, so that your mum etc can mourn her.

I agree with Enya. We all have the ability to speak to our relatives :) It's very wonderful to help your other grieving family when you can pass messages from her to them. That's how I got started at 17 :)

Thankyou for that, I have told my mum but i can not tell the rest of the family as they will think i am going mad or something, Do you think my nan can speak back to me then when i next get this sort of thing and i talk to her asking her if she has a message do you think i will hear her? And do you think i will see her one day as i have been having this so much do you think she will show herself?

It's more like do YOU think you will? It's about trust and belief. You may hear her in your mind in your own voice. You may hear her voice like a memory in your head as well.

When I was 17 I heard my voice but I knew it was my grandmother. She gave me messages for mom that I didn't even know were questions mom had been asking her to send signs for. You will see her in your mind, like a dream or a day dream. It takes a ton of energy to manifest in physical form. She will get her message through to you. Just believe.