Now.. what do I do..

[Marie]

My former country doesnt run like this do with references so they dont store for use like they might do here,and its a while now so they dont remember me,besides that I wasnt treated good at all at the last two. so its impossible,no matter what. And yes,I have said something about it

[Rena]

marie i am so sorry to hear about your trouble with finding a job..
what country did you live in before?
but i agree with dreamangel, ask the angels to help you.
one time i asked them for help with finding a job, they gave me a synchronocity of the word hotel... so i took that as a sign that i needed to apply at the hotels.

[sound]

Originally Posted by Marie

My former country doesnt run like this do with references so they dont store for use like they might do here,and its a while now so they dont remember me,besides that I wasnt treated good at all at the last two. so its impossible,no matter what. And yes,I have said something about it

mm ok ... well maybe it would work volunteering for a period of time like others have suggested, and try to build up a work reputation ... I am thinking most services/agencies would give you a reference for your efforts once you have proven yourself. Volunteer work can be very rewarding even though it isnt paid work, and often does lead to 'other' opportunities. I wish you all the very best, which ever way you choose to go with it Marie ...

i have to agree with Xan. Accepting where you are and what you have is the very first step to dealing with it. I think what makes it even more confusing and frustrating for you is that you probably think that since you have loving soulmate who loves you much you 'shouldnt' be feeling this way. But guess what you are. Dont deny your 'negative' feelings towards this matter, accept that you are angry,frustrated and feeling like an outcast. Sometimes our Divine Source gets us out of our comfort zones to get us to learn new lessons spiritualy. One of these lessons for you right now i believe is non attachment to forms, like your animals, home etc. Look around you, who or what gives you the same fulfilment that you felt when you were at home? And know that everything that hapens occurs for your benefit. And accept dont compare. If you compare you are missing out on the love that followed you from where you thought your home was to show you that home is within you and always around you. For where is love not?