Unexpected advice

[Rsandee]

I dreamt I was performing some street performance in a city plaza. A friend and I were balancing on the same wooden pole, which was hundreds of meters high. I could throw him incredibly high in the air and he had to land on the pole, or we'd both jump on it and jump off.

Later on I decided to go home and enter my garden by crawling under some bushes. Inside the garden I saw a man who looked like my old neighbour that I've known since I was a kid. It wasn't him however, it became clear that this person was Jesus. He acted like any normal being but he said he was drunk. I asked him if he was my neighbour but he said no, because he didn't have to become sober like him (implying he's drunk literally all the time). He said it's sad that people think he's been doing hard work all this time and people have such high expectations but all he's been doing is getting drunk. I discussed life with him and I told him that I could live with the fact that nothing matters and nothing in life has any real significance either religiously or spiritually, the only thing that matters is that I take all necessary steps and every single opportunity to invite love into my life. He looked at me and smirked and the dream ended.

Could anyone help me by trying to decipher this dream?

[Michelle11]

I wonder if you go to great lengths to maintain a higher perspective and practice unconditional love but you may struggle to maintain your high expectations for yourself. You may lose control of yourself, act out and feel like a bit of a spiritual fraud. Do you think it is possible your expectations for yourself are too high? I don't know that our goal is to be perfectly loving all the time. It's a pretty impossible ask for humans. What are your views of Jesus and that he may not be who people think he is?

[Rsandee]

I don't really have any strong views on Jesus but I have big problems with the Bible. I think it has a really twisted form of morality and that modern churches are cherrypicking all the good parts and neglecting the terrible and atrocious.

As for your interpretation, that rings perfectly true! It explains everything! Thanks :)