sharing my experience (alternate reality)

[justmaybe]

my theory is that we sometimes see glimpses of parallel realities in our dreams. the universe has infinite possibilities. it would be a bore to be so limited.

an example: i had numerous dreams with M. but the vivid ones that stand out seem like a real experience i lived in another dimension, because they were not random encounters, one dream seemed like the continuation of the latest one.

in the 1st vivid dream, i knocked on his door. he stepped outside, we hugged and took a picture. but he was not so open to this connection yet. while i was trying to hug him, he was leaning the opposite direction. he looked uncomfortable. i felt a vivid sensation in my stomach (a sign that i need to work on my solar plexus chakra). he was reflecting my own fears.

in the 2nd vivid dream, he told me he was trying to smoke less. i felt the smell of his cigarette. message: inner work has to be done.

in the 3rd dream, we met on the stairs. i was going downstairs and he was going upstairs. metaphor: each one going a different direction (stairs: spiritual path). i told him that i would come back with my camera and take a picture with him. we hugged many times (felt real; vivid sensation in stomach; solar plexus), but the camera wasn’t working. it finally did after many errors.

latest dream: i saw him standing at the back during a soundcheck and i walked towards him. we hung out and everything finally ran smoothly. happy ending.

see? looks like a complete story.

the pattern here is: difficult connecting (exception: latest dream) and i go after him. seemed like there was some kind of healing performed during the dreams.

comparing these dreams with the ones i had with J: with him, the pattern is that he comes after me and the connection is easy, the encounters run smoothly. it’s an opposite situation. intriguing, huh?

an example: he was walking after me in the corridor. i entered a room, he followed me. we hugged (vivid sensation: i felt his heartbeats). we took a pic (only one, differently with M, when we had to try 8 times). but then i left.

in another dream with J, we exchanged electrical energy while slow dancing. i received a shock to wake up. i was very much in love with M when i had this dream, and after it my infatuation with M faded.

this made me finally realize that my connection with J is stronger, it’s not something i ran after, i even tried to avoid it. i feel like i had to go after M in order to notice that.

so i wrote all that to show why i believe that some dreams mean something more. i guess we’ll never know the truth, but we can feel when a dream is different...