Half a life-time ago -- repetitive dreams of hiding a dead body

[essvass]

Long ago I had repetitive (4 or 5 times) dreams of hiding a body of someone I killed.

I remember the fear of being caught. As far as I remember, there were no details of who I killed, neither how I did it. Remember the horror of the nightmare and waking up happy that it was a dream.

Could someone tell me if this means anything specific, other than it could be a past life memory. It kind of did not feel like a past life memory although I knew nothing of past life memories at the time.

Thank you.

[Mattp]

A wise man in my life says the unconscious communicates with us in dreams using metaphor. Is there something else in your life you're trying to hide? Maybe something you're ashamed of?

[essvass]

Originally Posted by Mattp

A wise man in my life says the unconscious communicates with us in dreams using metaphor. Is there something else in your life you're trying to hide? Maybe something you're ashamed of?

Thank you, Mattp,

I am sure there was a lot of everything. Ashamed definitely. Shame and guilt are basically my middle names. I will try to remember something specific. That was so long ago. Hiding from who though?

Appreciate your input. I sarted remembering having those nightmares just recently.

Originally Posted by essvass

Thank you, Mattp,

I am sure there was a lot of everything. Ashamed definitely. Shame and guilt are basically my middle names. I will try to remember something specific. That was so long ago. Hiding from who though?

Appreciate your input. I sarted remembering having those nightmares just recently.

Mybe your hiding from yourself essvass, just a thought.

Originally Posted by essvass

Long ago I had repetitive (4 or 5 times) drems of hiding a body of someone I killed.

I remember the fear of being caught. As far as I remember, there were no details of who I killed, neither how I did it. Remember the horror of the nightmare and waking up happy that it was a dream.

Could someone tell me if this means anything specific, other than it could be a past life memory. It kind of did not feel like a past life memory although I knew nothing of past life memories at the time.

Thank you.

I never remember my dreams, they must be so boring.
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[essvass]

Originally Posted by celest

Mybe your hiding from yourself essvass, just a thought.

Maybe I was (the emphasis is on was). Do you think I still am?

Originally Posted by essvass

Maybe I was (the emphasis is on was). Do you think I stil am?

Saying nothing

[H:O:R:A:C:E]

yes, the idea of hiding from yourself, and even of killing an aspect of yourself seems to be the gist of your (long ago) dream.
you are now remembering those dream experiences, which is the opposite of hiding information from yourself.
i'd say you've apparently cleared a lot of guilt/shame from yourself -- congratz!
i'd suggest that you shower (sprinkle?) loving appreciation onto yourself for all the (loving) hard work you've done.

[essvass]

Originally Posted by celest

I never remember my dreams, they must be so boring.
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Hey celest, those dreams were not much fun either. Cheers.

[essvass]

Originally Posted by H:O:R:A:C:E

yes, the idea of hiding from yourself, and even of killing an aspect of yourself seems to be the gist of your (long ago) dream.
you are now remembering those dream experiences, which is the opposite of hiding information from yourself.
i'd say you've apparently cleared a lot of guilt/shame from yourself -- congratz!
i'd suggest that you shower (sprinkle?) loving appreciation onto yourself for all the (loving) hard work you've done.

Oh, H:O:R:A:C:E, this is such a nice thing to say. I will shower and sprinkle. I like this.

Yes, I did kill many aspects of myself. Do you know how hard it was to hide it/them under the floor deck, or in the concrete, or even in the closet?