Wondering if any1 experienced anything simmilar..
Memory is fuzzy about most of it, but basically im dreaming about some event, i feel like im observing lots of people running around, alot of voices, im in the middle of the crowd, feels like drowning inside the noice that is surounding me..
Then I do something (not sure why) feels like I force myself to shut off all of my senses, im trying to paint my mind black, guess missed the quet. And all of a sudden, everything dies down, there is no event, no sound from the crowd, no vision, absolute emptyness. Out of the blue, one sound starts ringing and it fills all of my emptyness, it sounds like a heartbeat, only its hitting like 300, maybe more, sounds a little like an engine, but somehow assumed its my heartbeat.
And finally, something starts manifesting before me, inside that darkness. I think its a door, a gate maybe, i think i knew instantly what it was, because i wanted it with all of my being, best i can describe it, its like a dream only i dont think i was aware of that desire before it appeared.
As i was inside that darkness, the image of the gate started getting more and more real, but at the same time, this huge fear filled my mind, like something will come after me if i stay in that darkness, started panicking and opened my eyes, and the gate quetly vanished from my sight, the event resumed, so did the noice.. I did it again, it feels like I enter some other world when I hear that sound of heartbeat. Tried over and over, the desire to reach the gate kept growing and then finally woke up. It felt like entering that world was part of my being, so naturally had to try a few times after waking up, closed my eyes, took a deep breath and ... i farted
not really
gate of darkness (not a clickbait)
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