How can life work against me so irrationally?

I feel like I'm in one of the most ridiculous situations ever with tons of news worthy aspects. Somehow life has like kept me hidden away though. I'm positive for instance supernatural reasons are to blame for the lack of attention I've received on Twitter. I have only one follower and it was an automated follow I think. I seriously wonder if I could be cursed or something. I remember once I had a dream I was located in like some big canyon hidden away from the world by what I think were malicious forces. I get irrationality to the point of where I've offered to multiple people things like winning the lottery and I can never get any response back. I explain lives are in the balance and it never matters, I still get ignored. Yet with things that don't really mean anything I get responses, but never when it matters. Life is messed up. How can life keep me stuck when I could get unstuck by gifting a girl I adore a lot something I find better than winning the lottery?

How can life keep me stuck when I could get unstuck by gifting a girl I adore a lot something I find better than winning the lottery?

I don't understand what you are asking here. You have to work on your self-esteem, you seem to expect to be ignored, so that's what happens.

Originally Posted by primrose

How can life keep me stuck when I could get unstuck by gifting a girl I adore a lot something I find better than winning the lottery?

I don't understand what you are asking here. You have to work on your self-esteem, you seem to expect to be ignored, so that's what happens.

My self esteem is great. I expect I SHOULD be able to make friends with the hottest looking girls in the world. Getting ignored as much as I have breaks my concept of reality. It really is ridiculous.

This being ignored in my outer world though is coupled with feeling lots of positive vibrations on the inside. For instance one girl who has ignored me, I thought "I wish she loved me" the other day and in a fraction of a second I got good vibrations from some place.

Originally Posted by PopinWall

A.)I feel like I'm in one of the most ridiculous situations ever with tons of news worthy aspects. I explain lives are in the balance and it never matters, I still get ignored. Yet with things that don't really mean anything I get responses, but never when it matters. Life is messed up. B.) How can life keep me stuck when I could get unstuck by gifting a girl I adore a lot something I find better than winning the lottery?

This being ignored in my outer world though is coupled with feeling lots of positive vibrations on the inside. For instance one girl who has ignored me, I thought "I wish she loved me" the other day and in a fraction of a second I got good vibrations from some place.[/quote]

People have freewill to choose ...
A. Some people don't want to know news worthy aspects from you or anyone else ...
Could be all in the age group who are attracted to reading your posts ...
Some people only want to talk nonsense or simply socialize ....

B.) Maybe the female/woman you speak of is not interested, not a mind reader or playing hard to get ...
If you want her attention be direct, call her or invite her into a chat room or ask her out on a date ...

Whenever gifting you need to let it go so as not to be expecting anything in return ...
This also helps from thinking about it often or to the point of obsession ...
Good luck ...

Thanks for replying.

Not just news worthy, but unique, interesting, comical, controversial, inspiring. It's seriously ridiculous I haven't gotten followers on Twitter with how many eyes should have been exposed to my user account and tweets.

The female I speak of is not just one, but a few. I never got any one of them to ask me a real question or have a conversation. I explained things well and they need not be mind readers. I don't see any of them playing hard to get because I was clearly only seeking friendship. I have so much to offer it's ridiculous. It truly feels like the powers behind life have the power to keep those girls out of my life and they choose to do so, even if it means the girls appear irrational and stupid beyond belief. I've given up to some extent.

Ideally gifts might be free of strings, but not in my case, although I could argue they make for a greater gift. I need the kind of lifestyle lift like that would come with simply having friendship with a girl I adore. My heart is taken and I'm therefore not open to anything more than friendship, such as kissing or sex. I could see no unethical aspects and so much to be gained, both from a making money perspective and a helping the world perspective. Life made it like impossible to get a single question from a girl about what I had to offer.

That's interesting your name livingkarma. I wonder if I could have some bad karma I'm not aware of that is the cause of this.

You say your heart is taken, why is it imporant to pursue other female friendships? It's possible, but not likely that bad karma is the cause, as that can be overcome, you say you have what it takes, but you can't have the belief or you would'nt be asking these questions. Look through the affirmations threads, from experience I know they work.

[Albalida]

Originally Posted by PopinWall

I'm positive for instance supernatural reasons are to blame for the lack of attention I've received on Twitter. I seriously wonder if I could be cursed or something. I remember once I had a dream I was located in like some big canyon hidden away from the world by what I think were malicious forces. I get irrationality to the point of where I've offered to multiple people things like winning the lottery and I can never get any response back. I explain lives are in the balance and it never matters, I still get ignored. Yet with things that don't really mean anything I get responses, but never when it matters.

People are afraid of getting catfished, people would rather play the national lottery through official channels, perhaps you're posting for the wrong time zone, perhaps you're not hastagging properly, perhaps it's not frequently updated enough, perhaps it's too frequently updated with something bland that people dismiss as a spambot account, perhaps you don't retweet others and that comes off as automated or snobbish... There could be a lot of reasons for that. Is it only on Twitter, or is there a main blog or website associated with your Twitter account that can provide meatier information?

Originally Posted by primrose

You say your heart is taken, why is it imporant to pursue other female friendships? It's possible, but not likely that bad karma is the cause, as that can be overcome, you say you have what it takes, but you can't have the belief or you would'nt be asking these questions. Look through the affirmations threads, from experience I know they work.

My heart is taken by girls I'm waiting to meet and talk with for the first time. I wish I knew how to come together with them. Still I'm left feeling like if I had a girl I adore in my life as a friend it would inspire me enough to finally get unstuck and do things like get in shape and get my finances good.

I didn't follow what you meant when you said I say I have what it takes. For what?

Thanks recommending affirmations, that does sound like a good thing.

Originally Posted by Albalida

People are afraid of getting catfished, people would rather play the national lottery through official channels, perhaps you're posting for the wrong time zone, perhaps you're not hastagging properly, perhaps it's not frequently updated enough, perhaps it's too frequently updated with something bland that people dismiss as a spambot account, perhaps you don't retweet others and that comes off as automated or snobbish... There could be a lot of reasons for that. Is it only on Twitter, or is there a main blog or website associated with your Twitter account that can provide meatier information?

That was kind of you to think up that list of ideas, thanks. I suppose hashtagging could be done a lot better, I update probably too frequently (clearly not spambot tho), and I don't retweet much. Still, even given considerations like this, it seems extremely unreasonable I haven't got significant attention from people.

Me making a website would be good. I just wish I was better at designing and writing them.

Popinwall, when I said that, it was because I thought you might be a little conceited. Sorry if I'm wrong.