Hello everyone,
My name is Rokas and I am glad to have found this forum last night, so I could share my story with you :)
The story could be very very long, but for some reason I just don't feel like sharing it all right here and right now :)
The main discovery I made was yesterday - in the past three months I have been going through a lot of changes in my life, simply put - climbing my way up from deep depression, loss of self confidence and so on :) At the right time I found out about crystals and got HOOKED. I bought them for myself, for my family and friends.
The first crystals I got was rose quartz - I am Taurus, who had lost love for him self and others, so I figured this is it. Secondly, I bought a bracelet - black tourmaline + citrine - to absorb negativity and transform it to positive energy. I felt I needed this as I was surrounded by very anxious students, who made me feel anxious as well.
Later on I discovered that I have been absolutely ungrounded for a long time! I figured that my root, orange (don't remember the name) and solar plexus chakras were shut. Thus, I bought more crystals to help me ground myself :)
I bought a bracelet of red jasper, and another one of yellow tiger eye. Also I bought a bracelet of dark amber.
So what happened - For nearly a month I had been wearing all of these bracelets (red jasper, tiger eye, amber, citrine and blk tourmaline + rose quartz necklace) and never ever stopped wearing them as I though they are really helping me to activate my chakras, and help me overcome depression and such.
However what I have discovered yesterday was amazing - I took them all of including rose quartz and suddenly - BOOM there is no SECOND discouraging, self doubting voice in my head which I have been hearing for almost a month! I was starting to believe that it is just another phase of overcoming depression - constant inner chat and often mood swings - one second I am so confident, another want to scream and let it all out, even during sleep I was feeling like I was in a constant battle with myself.
I caught myself many times referring to myself not ME, but WE.. Imagine!
So I took my crystals off and that was it - no second voice in my head!
I assume that they must have been fighting in between of them, plus I do believe they absorbed a lot of negativity during that month (I have only cleansed them once) and that negative energy was interacting with my aura..
Well, this is my brief story:)
If you could help me figure out what happened I would appreciate this a lot!! Any insights are more than awesome!
Much of love,
Rokas K
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