Hey guys, last weeks marks a year, since I discovered TF term and TF community.
My journey is over, Im at the end of my road today, but I wanted to share the only truly good and certain thing I got from all this TF journey, reading things by TF community.
Thank you for loving another human being. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
If your TF is a another, living, breathing human being and you manage to love them despite them running away form you, leaving you, hurting you and being blind to your pain -thank you for loving them.
Im just a nobody but I just want to say to you, if you are being thru this and manage to stay loving to another human being despite everything - thank you in my personal behalf, and in their behalf (they would be grateful one day)
Prior to finding out about TF I never read so much about love, understanding and pure, real, tangible love people have for other humans.
Thank you for showing me that there are people like you in the world,
in my real life I never met anybody who loves another human being (that is not their offspring, parent, husband/wife, relative...) in a way you guys love your human TF.
I want to say to you thanks in behalf of your TF, as a human being,
Im not inspired nor channeled nor anything,
I, as a ordinary, stupid, non-evolved, random human being just want to say to you -thank you.
If you are having troubled these days keep in mind it is going to be solstice soon, I dont know anything about it - but I read its a good thing for TF, so for bad things blame it on pre-solstice.
Thank you for loving another human being (I say that specifically about loving another humans in real life, I dont know what is like to love ghosts, spirits, entities, Universe/God) - that is why I say humans, since it is important.
Thank you for loving another human in real life, in 3d, as a human loving another human, no matter what your TF did to you.
I failed to do that, that is why Im at the end of my TF journey.
But you can, I know you can and Im appreciative to know that there are people out there that can love another human being in real life, despite all the bad things that human did to you.
( I succumbed to anger and resentment, I cant do this - I love him but Im really angry with him and today I manage to do something that will further sever our communication in real life, in 3d, and push him away forever.
In Christianity they say that hell is total and eternal absence of God's love and grace but with full knowledge of both and with no possibility of redemption - and there am I now. )
But today, lets just celebrate you all who manage to love another human being despite everything