Not a good family moment plus Slaughter

[oldasthesea]

I had a weird dream, i hadn´t dream for a few days.
Me and my mother´s family don´t get well, we were reunited in my aunt´s living room, the chats were not pleasent and one felt bad and on the floor.
Then i saw something it changed looked like a slaughter houses, outside their home.

What does this mean?
What is the hidden message?

Ps: I´ve been doing some healing.

Thank you.

[oldasthesea]

I´ve been hurt a lot one christmas ago by my cousin, indirects and funny jokes about me and for me in indirect way. It wasn´t really an argument but there are lots of ones in this family.

I think in fact, my cousins always envy me, they can have their own family, their jobs wich are good very good but they envy me somehow. Specially because of the middle name the family name they don´t have because their mother choosed not to put it, because of my hair, one of them told clearly in joke tone when things were good she say I envy her hair so beautiful.
And then they hurt me with indirects.
Sad people.

Sad but true.