It all came falling down.

[alcyone]

I'm in a pretty dark place right now and I don't know how to react. I can barely breathe...every breath is another moment of this torture. Why is this happening to me? What did i do so wrong to deserve this? My best friend deactivated her account that we talked on, my mom blocked my calls after a year of me trying to have a civilized conversation with her to no luck. I lost my first and only son when he was 2 and a half years old and I loved him so much...he was my only child and my blood and he got taken away for the fact the other people were millionaires. I have six brothers three of then got put into adoption at a young age and I only met them once. Then I have three brothers in my home state that never answer any of my calls or messages. I tell them I love them in a text and they don't reply back.

What has this world come to? I want to know how to remove this curse on my life once and for all. Back when I was 18 years old I got in contact with a extremely powerful psychic abuser and from there I almost died. She put a curse on my entire being and possessed my body with spirits. I did a lot of crazy things but I am an earth angel and my nice nature and helpful heart stayed strong and present through all of it i never hurt anyone. But she took my soul down to hell. Now is that aftermath of it all, ruins. I ended up in a jail where they took me to a state hospital and said I was schizophrenic, but I had to choose between autism and schizophrenia and the demons that possessed me could help choose which illness I would have. I chose schizophrenia. I remember screaming through a window at night in that hospital and idk why. I saw aliens. I saw people getting murdered brutally. I saw this guy get squished to a pulp by a "archangel" one time at the hospital a lady said here out these glasses on and winked at me so I did and then when I looked at the other patients I could see if their soul was good or bad. I heard and felt god through music. Even the other patients and I would sit around and talk about these experienced. We all heard god at the same time. One day they put a chip in my arm but since then it has dissolved. On the car ride to the hospital in a police car I heard aliens moving u our car at the speed of light it sounded like ice scraping the bottom of the car and I saw the moon move over the sky in less than a minute right then the sun rose and the sun was huge it was orange and pink not like the sun I knew before. It's more white these days.

I'm checking myself into a mental hospital please pray for me sincerely and have a blessed week.