Hello. me again. This is another rap song dedicated to those I care about.

[BJAsapace]

https://youtu.be/ldCKkAbVi0M

Here are the lyrics if you're a little skeptical about whether or not it's good or not. The instrumental is what really makes the track what it is. It's lyrical and from the heart.

i miss my ex, the one that hurts my heart
the one I should have treated good right from the f*cking start
there's so much to be said but those words will go unspoken
I got tired of her treatin' me like I'm a joke and
I hate her but I love her, man, I swear she's so annoyin'
but I gotta let her go, it's the one thing I been avoidin'
she used to be the one, the antidote to all my stupid issues
if she ever listens to this song, just know I'll always miss you

I miss my old friends, the ones I clicked well with
we used to smoke each other down 'cause none of us were selfish
I remember wrestlin' for fun, or workin' out every now and then
if I ever get the chance to see my old friends, I'll ask how it's been
don't get me wrong, there's a couple i still talk to
I miss havin' those talks where we talk about what haunts you
nowadays I'm talkin' to myself or voices in my head
you wouldn't understand me now or understand a word I've said

I love my mother, the one person who gave birth to me
you'll never understand or comprehend you're worth to me
I know I say things I regret when I tend to get angry
I'll always love you, from the bottom of my heart, that's never changin'
never knew my grandma, heard after she died everything changed
bet if she was still alive, I wouldnt have to feel this way
pain is only gunna make me stronger in the long run, bro
I'm a super negative person in my songs, yeah I know

I miss my step-dad even though we were never close
the amount of love I had for him no one will ever know
I miss my real dad even though I met him once
we talked on facebook other than that he was always gone
there's days I could cry 'cause I miss someone I didn't know
why couldn't he try be in my life just to watch me grow?
deadbeat dads are f*ckin' scum, I'm really glad you're dead
you'll never understand how much havin' a real father meant

I love my sister, mostly 'cause helps me out
always looking out for me or tellin' me what life's about
she's what I aspire to be like, she's got her life together
one of the strongest people I know with skin that's tough as leather
I love my brothers, appreciate they put up with me
I know I'm a f*ck up and you never looked up to me
I apologize for hurting you, makin' you feel inferior
I'm trynna be a different person, I'm changin' my interior

[LibbyScorp]

This is awesome.

[BJAsapace]

Originally Posted by LibbyScorp

This is awesome.

Thank you for listening! :) I'm glad you found it awesome, I appreciate it.

Hey BJAsapace,

Thanks for sharing the lyrics,i was going to mention why the lyrics were not on youtube,so more people can relate.

I relate to your lyrics,one being,i had a father growing up who drank and gambled,so he was not much of a father figure nor a role model.

Pretty much non-existent and was left to my mother to keep the house of cards afloat.

My father died when i was 12.

As for lamenting about the ex,yes time to let go of that attachment.

And concentrate more on your own personal growth.

Re:Longing for the past,in the past year i reconnected with old school friends and people i hung with growing up,but i found there mindset still there,where as,i had grown out from that past.

I think,like myself and had growing up,that you have lack of nurturing and abandonment issues.

And a lot of anger issues,just as it plagued me for most of my life.

IF i could offer anything,is to accept the things you can change,accept the things you can't change and the wisdom to know the difference.

I've had to learn the hard way for the most part of my life,and then in turn,learnt the smart way.

And ultimately learning to beat my own life to the tune of my own drum.

Cast your mind forward and look at what you want from life.

You can manifest and do and be anything you like.

With the right mindset,a positive mindset,not stuck in inertia and continuing to move forward.

Tinybuddha,i found to be good website.

Anyhow,if i'm out of line with anything i wrote above,i'm happy to stand to be corrected.

Take care.