Keep you close?

[lostsoul13]

I think it’s wonderful that we can dream of our loved ones when they are not here for any reason- I have to pinch my self when I dream of the children- I’m getting pretty good at working out my dreams: how things are In resemblance or hinting from the subconscious-

I find it fascinating that we can keep memories alive when your waking mind might have forgotten the detail of the person- dreams never fail to remember the detail of their faces, gait and what not…

It’s all I have these days and at least once a week I’m dreaming of the children, soulmate and twin flame…

I find I lose attention but yet at the same time I’m fully attentive - have to pinch my self is the lose alternative…

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I’m so thankful I’ve got the opportunity to dream: I will say though I don’t get to dream my ‘dream dream’ wishful things- mostly damp or old and worn places..

Nothing like countryside cottage and all of us eating or laughing.. how I dream in the waking world~

I try to visualise as much as possible, down to the very details- but my dreams regarding wishful are me able to transport from my house to hotel and do a large bank transfer and feel filthy rich.. lol

I’ve even dreamed of worm holes. Teleporting.

But to get those ultimate dreams of the clan and family- it just doesn’t seem to be happening..

Is there anything I can do???

I tried dream journal- writing down creatively situations where we are together even having a picture with them. Sort of blog….

I tried thinking about the dream I want to have- it’s probably on my mind half of the time.. But with no prevail???

Could drawing? Or creating a movie with a collage of pictures? And playing it over and over again?

I have pinintrest board- but my focus isn’t solely on children etc