Misconceptions, thoughts and the life of a light worker

[froebellian]

Sorry I just need to get this off my chest but any other experiences welcome.

Some people think 'we' choose' our charges, well in my case they are chosen and I am thrown in their path and I eventually figure it out.

Time is irrelevant, most take up 2-3 years of my life, sometimes more than 1 or 2 at a time. At times this is daunting. Sometimes the people will be introduced in my life only I would be needed later on in their lives.

Understanding the pattern, doesn't make it easier as is letting go of them too.

Learning that whilst you may be put there to help, they do not recognise or want to be helped at that time and that you can guide but then must let them go.

Sometimes you will not succeed, and learning it is not your failure but the party unable to see clearly or wanting to learn the lessons they need to.

Lessons learnt, that at times I have to hold back and watch to allow them to learn the lessons. I defeat the purpose by trying to do everything when they have not understood the lesson. Seeing what they cannot see, but unable to tell them even when they ask.

Learning not to be emotional but rational and compassionate instead. As an empath, it serves as a better shield of protection.

Trying not to be selfish, but the human side gets weary from time to time. My life gets put on hold when the actual 'assistance' is happening.