Under Demonic Attack

Shivani Devi · #1 19-09-2016, 12:42 AM

The reason why I haven't been on much...I have been under demonic attack for the past 2 days and it is getting worse...and there's more than one of them attacking me.

Yeah, so I make a cup of tea and place it on a cloth...not plastic...an cloth placemat.....the heat from the tea in the cup welds the bottom of the cup firmly to the placemat...when I go and pick up the cup, the placemat comes with it...when I try and take the placemat off, the tea spills everywhere...all over the table...all over me...

So, I go to the freezer to take some meat out for dinner to thaw out...open the freezer door and an open packet of frozen peas falls over (it wasn't resting against the door) and frozen peas go all over the kitchen floor...

Not to be outdone, I go to make a cup of tea after I clean up the peas, take the lid off the milk and I drop it (it felt like it was knocked out of my hand) and the lid of the milk rolls way underneath the refrigerator where I cannot reach it....how it can continue to roll when the height of the milk lid is greater than the distance between the bottom of the fridge and the floor, is totally beyond me...

So, I put the milk back in the fridge minus the lid, drink my tea and then go and vacuum the floor...

Now, usually, as I move the vacuum cleaner around, the retracting cord pulls itself out automatically (there is no 'stop cord' button)...yeah, so this time...I pull it out a couple of feet...go to vacuum around and the cord pulls itself out of the wall with the weight of the vacuum cleaner...so I go and plug it back in, pull ALL the cord out and vacuum...but when I have finished, I cannot switch it off at the vacuum cleaner! the 'switch off' button seems broken, so I have to go and switch it off at the wall...

So next, I go to make some soup on the stove...I have a gas stove that needs an external flame to light it...I also own a dozen lighters...which all seemed to work a week ago...do you think I can find one that works now?....nah!!! anyway, I managed to light the stove off the oven using a wooden skewer...go to make a pot of soup...the pot was half full...I stirred the soup gently, but it fiercely and viciously splashed up and over the top of the pot, running down the sides and putting the gas flame underneath it out and making a huge mess of the stove in the process...

Yeah, so that's only a few examples and why I have been so busy fighting demons that I haven't had the time to even go online or do anything...fighting demons takes up most of my time from the time I open my eyes until the time I go to sleep now.

I have just sage smudged my flat and I'll see how that goes, but it's never made any difference in the past...I need somebody to come over and exorcise me and my flat it seems.

#2 19-09-2016, 06:19 AM

You speak elsewhere of the attention demanded by your mum. It was said by several repliers that wonderful though your care is it will drain your energies.

I honestly think this is a more likely explanation although some of the phenomena are weird and a plain nuisance: the vacuum cleaner frinstance. It does happen with domestic electricals. (One of my neighbours was grumbling that she had to pay £90 to call out an electrician to repair hers. She could have take it to a specialist shop in town, but no.... All it was was the plug fuse had blown. £90 for a fuse? I keep a selection of fuses and could have done it for nothing if she'd popped around! The other favourites in the UK at the moment are tumble-driers and hair tongs that "spontaneously" catch fire.)

So I hope whatever force is at work dissipates. Call it demons if you like but real demons are highly unlikely - and there does seem only one person in your life who would want to bring them into your firmament anyway. I don't mean any offense but perhaps you need to spend more time on yourself.

Hope it gets better.

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Shivani Devi · #3 19-09-2016, 07:02 AM

Thanks...yep, this all happened consecutively and in one day!

I would like to know what else causes absolutely weird annoyances back to back if not the result of some malevolent force!

I only wish I had more time to spend on myself, but I don't know how to do that. Like my partner says, I need to relax...but I don't know how to do that either. I haven't meditated for about 4-5 months...it's the only way I know how to 'relax'.

However, there's also 'the more you resist, the more it persists' and yes, I've tried leaving spilled food and coffee everywhere for days without cleaning it up and living in the pigsty the 'demons' create for me...I've tried that...

However, it could be about a dozen coincidences all happening simultaneously too...all just a coincidence and nothing more...

It's just that the demands of other people leave me feeling totally insignificant and that my own wants and needs are not important in any way because theirs are far more important than mine...and the very moment I try and assert my own needs/wants, I may as well go and live in a cave, because nobody wants to know me and nobody cares...except for one...

This is why I totally shut myself away for 20 years...life is a struggle and a competition to see who can get their wants and needs met first, at the expense of everybody else and this is why money is SO important because the more of it you have, the more of an advantage you have to make sure your wants and needs are met over and above those who don't have any/or as much.

PlatitudePluto · #4 02-01-2017, 07:20 AM

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Originally Posted by The Necromancer

Thanks...yep, this all happened consecutively and in one day!

I would like to know what else causes absolutely weird annoyances back to back if not the result of some malevolent force!

I only wish I had more time to spend on myself, but I don't know how to do that. Like my partner says, I need to relax...but I don't know how to do that either. I haven't meditated for about 4-5 months...it's the only way I know how to 'relax'.

However, there's also 'the more you resist, the more it persists' and yes, I've tried leaving spilled food and coffee everywhere for days without cleaning it up and living in the pigsty the 'demons' create for me...I've tried that...

However, it could be about a dozen coincidences all happening simultaneously too...all just a coincidence and nothing more...

It's just that the demands of other people leave me feeling totally insignificant and that my own wants and needs are not important in any way because theirs are far more important than mine...and the very moment I try and assert my own needs/wants, I may as well go and live in a cave, because nobody wants to know me and nobody cares...except for one...

This is why I totally shut myself away for 20 years...life is a struggle and a competition to see who can get their wants and needs met first, at the expense of everybody else and this is why money is SO important because the more of it you have, the more of an advantage you have to make sure your wants and needs are met over and above those who don't have any/or as much.

I can relate to what you said about people demanding too much of you. It's good you have that one person who cares. I don't think I have one of those. Anyway you must take time for yourself and if it makes you feel better, you must meditate. You must do what you can to stay on an even keel, because being off of one can make you feel like you're going crazy and everything is going wrong. I know we don't live in a world that allows that line of thinking, but it's true.

Saying no to people stinks but don't you think they'd be just as mad at you if you tried to help and messed things up because you weren't in the energy and state of mind to actually help? That's the power of saying no.

Shivani Devi · #5 02-01-2017, 07:36 AM

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Originally Posted by PlatitudePluto

I can relate to what you said about people demanding too much of you. It's good you have that one person who cares. I don't think I have one of those. Anyway you must take time for yourself and if it makes you feel better, you must meditate. You must do what you can to stay on an even keel, because being off of one can make you feel like you're going crazy and everything is going wrong. I know we don't live in a world that allows that line of thinking, but it's true.

Saying no to people stinks but don't you think they'd be just as mad at you if you tried to help and messed things up because you weren't in the energy and state of mind to actually help? That's the power of saying no.

Thank you so much.

I have learned so much in so little time, but the next step is practical application of this knowledge.

For instance, what if I were to say that God is punishing me for my hubris? What if the issue is all about relinquishing control to a 'higher power' and just letting go of it all? not trying to direct the course of my ship, but just weigh anchor and let the boat float on whatever currents and tides the universe provides, rather than always trying to steer my ship against them...fighting them...fighting destiny and fighting fate.

What if all these things kept happening to teach me a lesson? You'd think the universe would quit after it sees you are 'not getting it' but no, it emphasises it, blows it up out of all proportion and synchronicities start going from the sublime to the outright ridiculous.

Things are going to change for me in 2017 and I am not going to even try anymore - I am the original 'try hard, die hard'. I will either do things or not do them and if the universe has any different ideas, 'c'est la vie'. I mean, who am I to question the will of God - even if the answers are questionable within themselves.

I have been trying to hold on to my last piece of 'ego' and my last piece of 'me' thinking "if I do THIS, then THAT will happen" but it rarely works out that way, the way I only think it will - so there are two choices, don't do it, or don't expect anything from it.

In the past few weeks, all this stuff has died down, ever since I started thanking the universe for pulling my chain and the hubris just grows and grows. lol

In the end God/spirits were so fed up with my droll sarcasm combined with 'see if I give a flying f.....just get serious or pee off' and they haven't bothered me since.

Tobi · #6 20-09-2016, 12:20 AM

Are you sure it's demons, Necromancer? Or any kind of 'psychic attack'?

Although I do admit it is weird how the milk top (which has a greater diameter than the distance between the bottom of the fridge and the floor) rolled itself under there. But believe me stupid things can and will happen under "Sod's Law"

I don't know if the same happens to you but sometimes I get real humdingers of "Sod's Law" days....when if anything can go wrong it jolly well will....and often in batches.....light bulb will blow....car gets a flat tyre....I fall off something 7 feet down into a ditch while trying to hammer 50 year old nails out of corrugated iron....I meet some mean-o person in my sacred orchard, while I am walking with nice thoughts, and they say in a very snooty voice: "There isn't a footpath HERE!!".....I burn the onions and have to start dinner all over again....internet won't come on.....etc) all in one day.
I usually give up and listen to Khachaturian....or Wagner or something.

It can often be brought about by being slightly out of tune in one way or another, often caused by trying to do things when exhausted or 'somewhere else' mentally.

In my case anyway -it certainly isn't demons.

Serenity69 · #7 20-09-2016, 08:29 AM

The Negative Entities as I prefer to call them, are part of God's Divine Plan

This will finish in the year 3043 with Heaven On Earth

Read Dion Fortune's Psychic Self-Defense
http://jacquesricher.com/occult/psychic.pdf

shoni7510 · #8 20-09-2016, 08:49 AM

This sound like a perfect Murphy's Law case but one never knows there are weird things that happen that nobody can explain. You may call them your demons but I doubt if they are real demons. Good luck with the rest of your day, hopefully things will turnaround for the better.

Gem · #9 20-09-2016, 10:04 AM

I guess if things get all messed up all you can do is take more care, but sometimes when we get in a bit of a tizz, it's hard to slow down enough and be mindful and careful with things. I mean, people tend to have more mishaps when they feel out of sorts, so it should get better as things blow over.

Sarian · #10 20-09-2016, 12:29 PM

I was thinking pretty much like everyone else. I had a day like that Saturday. Everything (almost) seemed to go wrong from cleaning my bathroom, getting bathroom cleaner in my eye and skin taking off skin and burning like heck...to my son clogging up the toilet so badly that we could not use it for 2 days and had to sit on a pot, if you will to do business...to getting socked with more big bills. I could have cried. I have had many days when nothing went right and the more I fussed and complained about it, the worse it got.. It would get to the point that I would just sleep it out and vow the next day would be better. If you believe in demons and such and they are attacking you, it's pretty much what you will get, even if only in your mind creating hysteria over it.