I still feel "haunted" by Paul Walker's death, despite the fact that I didn't even kn

[Aszpazia]

I've already posted this on Reddit, yet even tough I got a few interesting responses, I haven't managed to at least find a clue of why exactly this is happening to me. If you have any theory or opinion, please, feel free to share it, because I'm feeling very confused, and I don't know where to look for an answer anymore.

So... yeah. I'm sorry, I don't know if this is the right place to post this, but I couldn't think of another one, it's just [Edited by staff/swearing] strange, man. It's just a strange situation that I find myself in.

I've shared this with someone else before, and they told that it was because of his violent, sudden death at a young age reminded me of the unavoidable end of life, which I admit it makes pretty good sense, so, for a while, I just left it at that.

BUT it's been quite some time now, meanwhile my maternal grandmother passed away, and I while I did grieve her death, I still simply cannot shake off the overwhelming feeling of loss and pain that I get regulary over Paul Walker's passing.

I remember about him constantly without even wanting or indenting to, I sometimes feel like bawling my eyes out when I think about his death, and keep in mind, that I didn't even know who the [edited by staff/swearing] he was or watched any of his movies before finding out he passed away. If this was some actor or celebrity, artist that I admired or that I was a big fan of, I would understand, but this is not the case, however, I just can't snap out of it. I also know that I have dreams of him, but I never remember them, which is weird because I usually manage to remember most of my dreams.

Look, I know this probably has no place here, but I just wanted to share it and if someone, maybe even a single person, has ever had to deal with something similar to this?