I don’t quite know how to express this.
Kundalini rising sounds a bit or seems to be like awaking into your energy body layers – one by one.
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In ‘shamanic death experience’ – which is like NDE plus OBE combined – you get the ‘shock of the Source’ and after, when you are back in the body …. the ‘trick’ is to keep your (ego) death in a “mint condition” so that you are like on the ‘synchronicity lane of Spirit design’.
This means that you are at the ‘right time’ at the ‘right place’ delivering the ‘right message’ – whatever that might end up being, even your mind doesn’t know, because you are flying on intuition – direct ‘somatic’ inner knowing.
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To volunteer on these experiments comes from the mind.
The hardest thing for me – when I didn’t keep my death in the “mint condition”, yet still wanted to help – was to accept that one cannot go against people’s
will, no matter how self-destructive their lives because of it, nor against their
Karma in
this lifetime.
Narcissists make me feel ill or nauseated because of their need – but because it is their
will, their ‘power game’ to manipulate others – there is often no opening for
real spiritual growth beyond (sometimes) their psychic abilities and on the astral, - on which they can be quite formidable.
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Also voluntarily (
from the mind) ‘hugging’ people energetically (perhaps it is on the etheric & astral body layer/level) – may turn out good/excellent or not so good – because you could potentially be ‘hugging’ someone who is like “the lord of the flies” – infested with lots of astral parasites.
No matter what B*-ID they/anybody on line calls themselves – “Native American shamans” or the like – (whatever ID or 'emotional blackmail', or shape-shift astral juvenile form they think will work on the listener),
be aware.
There is the “hollow bone” – a
true spiritual master – and then there are just ‘hollow words’ – the ‘
false owl calls’ Castaneda called them. (His books I found inspiring at the beginning, but I felt he ‘lost it’ in the fake hollowness in the end).
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