A Question For All Of You

#1 24-06-2011, 03:53 AM

Blessings Everyone!!

I noticed in my meditation that the middle of my forehead is throbbing like crazy ALL the time. I noticed that with me constantly meditating events with my family have be somewhat negative. It is an emotional roller coaster. My dad and I had a fight about some things. These things have been presenting themselves over and over again. My brother and I really don't talk much anymore, just tolerate each other. I am ready to move out and get my own place. I ended up leaving my job to find another one because I was so bored. I am so frustrated now, I was never like this before. I guess what I am asking is that can spirit be "cleaning house" spiritually speaking. I know sometimes things present themselves so we can deal with them. I know that now I feel that I am slowly loosing things and I don't know why. I thought meditation was suppose to enhance what you have. Even though this is going on, I wake feeling a tremendous love, sunshine, and blue sky in my whole body. It is wonderful!! But sometimes I let things get me down. Has anyone been there??

Just asking

Gem · #2 24-06-2011, 06:26 AM

Don't worry about throbbing forehead much, so it throbs and so be it, and I know what you are saying... the meditation digs deep and unravels whatever is there, so when it feels like anguish or torment, don't hold back man, just keep going deeper... but be careful about your reactions, these things are sensitive.

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Originally Posted by chakajo75

Blessings Everyone!!

I noticed in my meditation that the middle of my forehead is throbbing like crazy ALL the time. I noticed that with me constantly meditating events with my family have be somewhat negative. It is an emotional roller coaster. My dad and I had a fight about some things. These things have been presenting themselves over and over again. My brother and I really don't talk much anymore, just tolerate each other. I am ready to move out and get my own place. I ended up leaving my job to find another one because I was so bored. I am so frustrated now, I was never like this before. I guess what I am asking is that can spirit be "cleaning house" spiritually speaking. I know sometimes things present themselves so we can deal with them. I know that now I feel that I am slowly loosing things and I don't know why. I thought meditation was suppose to enhance what you have. Even though this is going on, I wake feeling a tremendous love, sunshine, and blue sky in my whole body. It is wonderful!! But sometimes I let things get me down. Has anyone been there??

Just asking