I decided to ask about this in the Twin Flames section because the occurrences I'm writing about began happening after I met a strange man who I believe to be a catalyst of some sort.
Hi Exiled.
I’ve had more time now so attempting to explain some more. Whether it’s helpful or not I don’t know. I’m not great at explaining things in detail sometimes with words.
But anyway..........
I do not consider him a twin flame because despite the sexual attraction, synchronicities, telepathy (on his side only) and my constant thinking of him, it has NOT been a positive experience. Frankly, I believe he may be an evil entity, but that doesn't bother me so much as what our brief affair has brought to my life.
It’s possible he may be a ‘false twin’. These connections are powerful, and can definitely the mind around some), and the synchronicities, sexual attraction and strong telepathy (from his side as you say) are indeed very real. I’ve experienced this myself with also a strange man, except I don’t have the sexual attraction with him.
There is a reason for the lack of sexual attraction in my case and I’m well aware of why that is so.
Now, as I said previously, whether he’s a twin or not really doesn’t matter what you believe...there is good information to be taken into account on this topic, regardless.
The false twin can affect us in negative ways and positive ways, it all depends on each individual circumstance, and no two circumstances are the same.
Like everything in life – there is no set hard and fast rules to ‘everything’ all of the time. Despite what people say there is and isn’t.
Whether he’s a real life sociopath (very possible) with the use of dark magick on his side, or a false twin with dark magick, doesn’t matter. He’s a jerk both ways and all, whatever you want to call it.
But, he could indeed be your catalyst into ‘your’ possible journey of awakening.
Over the last two years I've noticed issues with water in my home. Sudden flooding and leaks. Weirder, though, is that at least once per week I notice that in the morning the concrete from my door on out to the front sidewalk is often drenched in water. Just a small portion, sometimes in a weird pattern. The rest of my neighbors yards and sidewalks remain dry. No rain or weather factor to explain it. Just weird wet patterns.
Since coming into contact with (and I’ll call mine ‘false twin’, because of my circumstances and what I’ve been able to come to conclude for my journey) I have had strange phenomena also happen in the physical, and to also do with my home.
Yes, paranormal stuff is foreign to most...and most won’t understand it unless they experience it. But that goes with everything in life.
Water carries large amounts of energy. It’s possible this is coming from his side, (through a form of so-called magick) and it’s possible it’s coming from your side. Why? Who knows why? No-one will be able to pin-point this at any time, (if all logical leaks) are taken out of the picture.
This will be a bridge for you to cross and figure out as you awaken more, and you will figure it at some point for yourself. That’s the nature of these connections, even if they do seem evil natured.
Please note: the man who I believe to have brought darkness into my life resides on the other side of the country. I've not seen him in three years, so he's not the one soaking my yard twice weekly. And no, I'm not warring with any neighbors or friends. Yet, in my heart, I know this is about him. Crazy, yeah. But where most of you believe your twin is a divine perk, I treat my mind-reading dark prince like an Eve Lorgen love bite case.
The man I refer to as my ‘false twin’ also lives very far away. In another state actually, and I’ve never met him in the flesh. I’ve never even seen him and have no idea what he even looks like. I know his first name and that’s it. Regardless of that, it doesn’t bother me, as I’ve been more interested in the ‘connection’ with him, and the nature of it. It’s familiar, but strange. It’s comforting, but also unsettling in some areas.
It intrigues me for many reasons. The why’s and how’s and lah lah lah’s of it all because of my journey with my true twin flame, and my natural curiosity in matters like such paranormal/magick anyway. But this is just my circumstance, and I can afford to test this so-called dark connection for research purposes (if only for my self) because I am very secure in my thinking, my abilities, and my beliefs.
The paranormal does not scare me, but when you let it rattle you – it will.
I've experienced several paranormal/supernatural incidents since our unfortunate meeting during the summer of 2013. True to form, he's disappeared but still has a hold on me. Unlike most of the stories I read here, however, I've been trying to free myself from the moment I met him. I cut cords daily. I can feel him breathing on me EVERY night.
Perhaps this meeting was not so unfortunate. Maybe it’s a good thing, and when in hindsight, you’ll be better to understand why.
You feel he has a hold on you still, yet the chances are he actually hasn’t. In your mind though, of course he has. I believe dark magick (if this is a factor) needs two to tango.
If you believe it – it can be very real and it can manifest in such so-called strange ways.
But his dark magick (if it be that) can only affect you if you allow it.
You say you can feel him breathing on you every night?
Is this a warm breath or a cold chill kind of breath? In my experience the latter is from a spirit (of whoever or whatever) that hasn’t passed over yet due to a/some issue.
A warm breath, (providing it’s not the dog’s) is usually (in my experience) from a spirit already passed, and usually not evil in nature. Of course these experiences are just my conclusions to what I’ve experienced. They could be different for others.
Also, when the mind is engaged in beliefs of ‘magick’ of any form, whether it be good or bad...we can think and manifest in our own thoughts the very thought of ‘someone is breathing on me’, quite easily. Regardless of if we do actually ‘feel’ something there or not. I would, ignore this and think nothing of it other then your mind playing tricks.
This could possibly be coming from him, yes, but it could be you subconsciously (for whatever reason) holding onto that thought (of him)of his breath) for some reason. Which you’ll also figure out at some point.
I'm deeply depressed. I don't love him (that's how I know we're not TFs) though I will admit that the physical intimacy was unlike anything I've ever experienced. Yet I feel as if he's taken something from me, and despite the physical distance, he's ALWAYS here. He simply won't leave me alone. And now there's always water*.
Okay, so you don’t love him. That’s good enough reason to think he ain’t a true twin.
The fact that the physical intimacy was unlike any other, could point to false twin though. Or it could point to just a good connection physically in general.
The fact he’s always there, in my opinion could be again the false twin scenario.
They seem to have a habit of being ‘always there’, yet not here. Very much like a true twin connection, but with slight differences that you would be able to compare if you had or at some time in the future have with a true twin connection experience. If that be your path in life.
I am, I feel, fortunate. I have both experiences and both very profoundly too, hence I can compare the likelihood of each being such and such.
The fact you expressed your deeply depressed, I believe is and can be a natural course at some point of this flame journey. For most on this journey.
Were you depressed before meeting this man? Or did this come on only after meeting him? Your answer here could also answer a vital question or two, too!
I have had my fair share of problems with depression, and I take no medications for it now, as I’ve learnt to manage mine without the use of medications. Of course this doesn’t apply to everyone though, and only a dummy would think it would.
The flame journey though, did hit me initially very hard and fast and did drop me back into a bout of it. But, I’ve come out of it this time even stronger then before, due to some heavy and deep soul searching.
There is always a light at the end of a tunnel – eventually.
Whether the man is a psycho, a flame, a fiddler of magick or just some f*ucked up random dude – it doesn’t matter. Take all and everything into consideration from wherever and whoever, helpful or not, and you will come to your own conclusion in due course as things become clearer. Time will also help sort this too.
Remember – This too, will pass.
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