Hi Everyone
I am fairly new to this site and I thought after reading some of the experiences others have had I would like to share one with you.
4 years ago a lost my grandfather who was very dear to me. He was the only father I ever knew, my grandad and my best friend. I lived with him for the biggest part of my life. So clearly when he had past away I felt like I had lost 3 people in one day. He had been in and out of hospital throughout my childhood. The scariest thing was I always new before anybody else when he was going to go into hospital, I used to sense it. As a child I blamed myself for him having to go into hospital and always thought that this day would be it.
When he did eventually go to the other side, I felt guilty because I didn't greive. I don't know if it was because when I saw him at the chapel of rest he looked younger and out of pain. I remember reading a letter to him that I had wrote out to put in his coffin so he could take it with him, as a thank you for always being there for me. As I did so, I found myself whispering, because I felt there was someone in the room, I kept turning round hoping to see someone, but there wasn't anyone there.
After the funeral, I felt strange but happy as if he was there beside me, like he was still alive. Up until I had a dream about him, in which I felt it was his way of saying that goodbye, and that I can cope with life without him now. Since this day I have felt no presence and haven't dreamt of him since.
I really believe that he has left my side forever, and at times I feel really lost without him, I miss his smile, his laugh and his ways of thinking. HE WAS MY WORLD
Thank you for letting me share this story with you
Love and Light
Angel xxx