True Love
Looking around
Searching
Millions of times
And a couple of hundred more
Suddenly
There you were
It shocked me a little
Golden hearted
Shining so bright, that
When i looked another way
i saw only black dots
like blind spots, lots of them
seemingly out of no where
Seeing cold black outside
Feeling warm gold within
I am fighting, but why
Fighting me
Through you
My heart is burning
sighing, singing, flying
it is fluttering, crying, yelling
expanding, loving
Sooo much
feeling like it is going to burst
where to go with it all?
who´s gonna heal it
when it breaks
again?
Afraid
that it will be broken forever
the next time
(that i silently still wish for)
i might see you
How much can it expand?
from pain?
from love?
I felt found
I felt lost
I felt found and lost again
Millions of times
in what feels like a second
Life or the universe or god
they seem to play with me like a ball
I let them play
but the ball is too heavy
or is it natures gravity
that makes me fall to the ground
to feel earth again, to rest
to come to my senses
or is it to make me feel confused
feeling tossed around
and trying to find my way
through this never-ending maze
again and again and again and all-over
flowing around like a feather
lost, by a dying bird
not sure what to do
fight?
Flight?
Where did you go?
And why?
Was it just me?
Did you feel it too?
Or am i just a fool?
Dreaming the most beautiful dream?
No, i know...
You were there
I did really see you
Like you saw me
You knew me in only seconds
So well...but how?
I feel you in every heartbeat
You are like the oxygen for my heart
Making it possible
For my Soul
To Live
Love