what bout of separation of you and your twin hurt the most???

[wonderingheart]

The hardest part of our separation has always been knowing without a doubt how much he loved me and wanted to be with me, but he was just not ready to feel what he felt. Over time he slowly and gradually let his guard down, and it still hurts knowing that we have a ways left to go. While he is accepting of it all now, the hardest part is still feeling when he misses me, or when he's sad, or when he wishes we could talk. The hardest part is feeling him, and missing him.

[Ghost_Rider_1970]

Originally Posted by wonderingheart

The hardest part of our separation has always been knowing without a doubt how much he loved me and wanted to be with me, but he was just not ready to feel what he felt. Over time he slowly and gradually let his guard down, and it still hurts knowing that we have a ways left to go. While he is accepting of it all now, the hardest part is still feeling when he misses me, or when he's sad, or when he wishes we could talk. The hardest part is feeling him, and missing him.

I feel my position is very similar to yours, as what we had was so beautiful and so perfect. Ultimately I believe that fear got in her way, where I really do hope that life brings her so much love and happiness in everything she does.

For me, the most difficult part wasn't just losing her - but losing me - and not knowing if I'll ever feel this way again...

...or if I should.

I guess I have just lost my balance, as we burned so brightly together. So I will put complete faith in destiny with how I see things now. As I really am so breath-taken at the realisation of my own consciousness with me not being confined by the limitations of any religion or 'belief system'. Where I see the very essence of me, and know I would never have seen this if it wasn't for my beloved Twin Flame and all the precious moments we shared with each other.

Although I feel this within my soul, I'm still waiting for my heart to catch up. As while I'm still picking up the pieces, I'll never have any regrets.

She will forever have a special place in my heart, as what we built together is the very foundation of who I am. Where I can focus on rediscovering myself and my Life Purpose. So I can enjoy life and have perfect appreciation of the universe around me.

For that, I will be eternally grateful to her.

[Theophila]

What hurt/s the most?
In the greater scheme of things in this lifetime ....
That feeling of finally having found who I was waiting for , and be right there with each other ! Right there and not have us happen only to be living parallel lives in the world but physically apart .
To feel like anything else now is/will be plan b ...
and to feel that no matter what or who comes my way.... I will always yearn for that again .....

[dishevlment]

Definitely the separation i'm going through now where I guess I'm the chaser? It hurts either way honestly. I felt horrible when I cut him off last year. I was devastated then and hoped he would find someone who could be a light for him, (which he did and that hurt too! Lol)...
But this time is worse because it was like we had a little tease of hope after a year and then it got ripped away. He's blocked me out. So it was the hopefulness that messed me up more and knowing he had a girlfriend to run back to while I'm alone.
I think it'll all be okay.