TF, Exhaustion and Confusion

[Akira]

Hi Fairycrystal

Your thread has disappeared? I was going to respond today... That's a shame.

Best Akira

[Akira]

Originally Posted by Inika

that's awesome and supportive

Thank you

[ssdm1]

We had to change our plans this week so have to wait a week to see him. It's hard, seems like something still blocking us.

I really feel sad but am trying to work through

[Akira]

Originally Posted by ssdm1

We had to change our plans this week so have to wait a week to see him. It's hard, seems like something still blocking us.

I really feel sad but am trying to work through

Hey there, I feel for you, this is exactly what happened to us last week. Curve balls, they get thrown a lot in the connection. Take some time for self, warm bath, good film or book that makes you laugh. Anyhoo, what am I saying, you are better at this part than me!!! Much better .. Working through the sadness that's a kicker isn't it? You've got this ... Take care

[ssdm1]

Originally Posted by Akira

Hey there, I feel for you, this is exactly what happened to us last week. Curve balls, they get thrown a lot in the connection. Take some time for self, warm bath, good film or book that makes you laugh. Anyhoo, what am I saying, you are better at this part than me!!! Much better .. Working through the sadness that's a kicker isn't it? You've got this ... Take care

Even though the change in plans had nothing to do with me or him, I can still have thoughts of 'he doesn't want to be with me' creep in. I am a lot better at quickly getting over those thoughts. I want to be able to not even have them.

It was a nice evening so I sat outdoors and read. Then there is a character introduced with his last name (not common) and the next paragraph his first name. It's never ending, lol.

[Akira]

Originally Posted by ssdm1

Even though the change in plans had nothing to do with me or him, I can still have thoughts of 'he doesn't want to be with me' creep in. I am a lot better at quickly getting over those thoughts. I want to be able to not even have them.

It was a nice evening so I sat outdoors and read. Then there is a character introduced with his last name (not common) and the next paragraph his first name. It's never ending, lol.

It's funny the way things are with synchronicities. The Universe likes to point out that all is well and that we are on the right path.

I want to be able to not even have them.


I am working at this tooo, it's quite tricky isn't it? Although I would say that my twin is struggling more with this than i am, bless him. He finds is so hard to let go of the 3D. He tries to fit in and struggles because I guess he's feeling fear of being different maybe.