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The difference being "called" versus wanting to...
I am struggling with letting things go and letting them happen the way they are intended.
How do you know what is really a calling to action versus your own desire to connect? I want to reach out to my SC, but I don't want to keep chasing.
How do you know when to suppress the need to feel them, to see them? How can you tell it isn't the source telling you to reach out, or that they need you but can't voice it? When you feel signs and or worse sensations constantly reminding you of their existence and your lack of connection with them, how do you ignore it and chalk up to just missing them? How do you know which signs to act upon?
How can you ignore them calling you mentally, through dreams, through aching pulls on your heart chakra, through reminders of conversations popping up everywhere? I don't go a day without some physical reminder of my SC, but it's worse today with my heart chakra aching like I'm walking around with a hole in my chest. I just want to reach out to him, but I feel I can't or shouldn't, rather.
I'm tired of chasing. But what if he needs me...
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