I have always been a spiritual believer and previously trained in holistic therapies and also took reiki I; and I've had ghostly experiences in my home too. I don't quite know where I lost my way, it was about 10 years ago just after a horrendous divorce, and my therapies just fell by the wayside. I retrained as a nurse and since then life has just been to busy for anything else.
Last year was an awful year for me.. I've lost 3 family members close to me, and I had a seizure, where I ended up in hospital, on epilepsy tablets and suffered with every side effect on the packet. I was off work for 4 months due to the side effects, and I also had my driving license revoked for 9 months... All my MRI's. ECG and EEG's were negative and so the seizure was put down to ???STRESS and ??bereavement - so I was able to wean off the drugs gradually, and get back to work.
The whole year has however resulted in the a massive knock to my confidence, and depression...not to mention the impact on my kids, family and myself... with also the fear it may happen again if I get over-stressed.
To cut a long story short, I met a cousin for the first time a few weeks ago who practises reflexology, aromatherapy and has spirits visiting her, giving her messages. We got on like a house on fire and she was everything I used to be... and I realised that I still want to be!!!!!! I have started using oils again, and my crystals.. and I have booked on a course to do my reiki I again... I want to quickly move up and become a reiki master and refresh my holistics etc.. I now feel happy and its like a huge void has been filled.
I am going to embrace spirituality and hopefully find myself once again, heal myself and hopefully go on to heal and help others.
Sorry for the looooong story, but its been a long hard year and I'm now feeling more positive, looking to the future and would love to meet new friends in similiar positions
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