Need mentoring newly awakened and feeling crazy

[shimmysan]

Hi I am a 33 year old female, that has recently gone through my awakening. I have so many questions about what is going on, how things are suppose to work, how to control my abilities. I am completely lost and need a human to help me sort out what is happening.

The most disturbing thing is I cant get the voices in my head to stop over talking each other, and its constant 24-7. Some I understand are my spirit guides, some are spirits reaching out to me. But some are bad, they are rude, at times angry, very degrading and sexual in the way they speak, mostly men although there is 1 woman not quite as bad as the others. These voices I attribute to spiritual hitchhikers that have attached themselves to me, but I cant expel them my mind. These voices are over talking the good voices I hear. they confuse me and try to trick me finding humor in the torment they cause.

I am looking for a female medium that can help me and speak with me about the things that I'm experiencing. I live in a small town in Maine and I am having a very hard tie to find someone I can speak with.

Thank you

[Native spirit]

First and foremost you need to learn how to open up and close down.you would be better going to a spiritualist church where you would be taught how to do this.
Because you hear voices does'nt mean you are becoming a medium.
you need to communicate with your guide you do this through meditation.
I can not relate to how you are feeling as i was born with my gifts so to me its second nature.
I would recommend that you go and visit a spiritualist church and see what goes on


Namaste

[shimmysan]

I'm not able to private message yet and answer you. But I am about 3 hours from Bangor South. Im not sure how to exchange information so we can talk privately. Any ideas let me know. And thank you so much for replying

[shimmysan]

To Native Spirit and Miss Hepburn

I created this account to help my Friend Amber. She is not very knowledgeable of technology and she finds the computer frustration in noisy.

However, I am getting her to read the posts and the replies. Like Native Spirit, she has always been different since she can remember, She has always been "aware" and "knew things" that she didn't understand. There is a lot of back history, that is really not appropriate for me to share in an open forum so I will do the 25 posts and wait the 2 weeks so I can converse privately.

It so much more than just the hearing voices over talking voices that is confusing and does not know how to control. She is having full blow interactions from what she is told is from another dimension, these come to here like a movie ful blown interaction. She has spirits coming to her wanting her to talk to their family, she has premonitions of things to come that do come to pass. She is completely validated.
I am a scientist type by education, i need to see feel and touch things look for logical explanations based on physical science to explain things.
And I have to admit that I cant explain what she is experiencing but accept what she is experiencing is real.
She does not have to meditate for these things to happen, She can be driving, talking to friends, having dinner... and she just changes and has to separate herself from those around her.
Like I said she has always had these gifts, however is was a traumatic and abusive situation that made these gifts blow up and explode into her world.

I really want her to be able to find a mentor and a group of people that she can talk to about what she is experiencing and help guide her.

Traditional consoling i think would lead to some mental disorder diagnose, which frankly I dont think is the issue, and the last thing she needs is to have her brain rotted by medication to treat something she does not have.

Hope this give you both more insight into the situation

Thank you again for your response and guidance.

Jody.

[Guillaume]

Hey there,

To me it's clear: you are mad

I see Amber is a very beautiful and shy person. She needs more space.
You've got men tormenting her.
But Jody protects Amber. There is a lot of love between them, but they are too close. Amber needs more space.

And a big hug maybe?
You're impressive, because you are very lucid in your panic.

I've tried sending you as much good vibes as I could.

[Native spirit]

I Can appreciate what you are saying because i was the same i knew things others did'nt saw spirit was called all the names under the sun for it.
are you in Bangor in Wales?
if you are there are a few good spiritulist churches not to far from there


Namaste

[Miss Hepburn]

Originally Posted by Native spirit

are you in Bangor in Wales?
if you are there are a few good spiritulist churches not to far from there

Nope, a few hours away from Bangor, Maine, USA - that's
in New England. :)

[iamthat]

Originally Posted by shimmysan

I created this account to help my Friend Amber. ... Like Native Spirit, she has always been different since she can remember, She has always been "aware" and "knew things" that she didn't understand.

Amber is not alone. Have you read any of the literature on indigo/crystal/rainbow children? I honestly don't know how valid these categories are, but there seem to be a lot of people like Amber who have incarnated in the past 50 odd years.

Plenty of information on the web - a simple summary at:

https://madeleinestanev.com/2020/01/...nbow-children/

And I've just begun reading the Modern Day Mystic trilogy by Thomas F. Lyons. Like your friend Amber, he too has always been aware and knew things he did not understand. It can be helpful to read such accounts and realise that you are not alone.

Peace