Why does it only happen in dreams/not reality?

[starnight1]

Hi there,
I v been doing rainbow or white meditation unregularly for about a year, recently my third eye started to see a few colors, then i would focus on one of them and let it flow freely then inhale that flow.
recently i went to funeral of a close friend and i feel something from universe pouring down.
2 days later in a dream, i encountered lots enemies shadow beings, they usually come when i m in sadness or low .Then i used the white light to cover them. they still kept coming, i still used the white light, and finally I won. those shadow beings turn into something good or something unharmful.I was so happy and i woke up full of energy.
Then in day time i met some challenges difficult to handle, i tried to use the white light to cover , and it doesnt work.
I tried to focus on the colors that i saw, and they don't work , either.
and also since then, it seems my energy level goes down to a level even lower than days ago.

I m wondering why the same white light weapon worked so well in dreams, but failed in reality?

someone now suggests me to use a candle light to change my surroundings and my own energy, i havent found a good candle method yet...

[redstone]

What challenges were difficult to handle in the daytime?

[starnight1]

Originally Posted by redstone

What challenges were difficult to handle in the daytime?

The challenges r the same things in dreams:dark energy attacks, fightings, helpless situations in relationship and some daily detail works....etc...