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What is it about this guy??
I am an alternative woman and I know this guy from the alt scene. By know I mean I see him often in clubs and concerts but we never talked.
First time I saw him was about 6 years ago.
I don't know what it is about him but whenever he looks at me I hyperventilate and can't think straight.
One time I was in a pub with friends and our eyes met. It was electric for me. I felt aroused. And again, somebody who I never talked looks at me and I feel aroused.
Or this weekend they walked past us, he checked me out and smiled at me and I was gasping for air and couldn't think straight for half an hour.
I think he might have made a move. I was standing alone and he came very close but unfortunately, my guy friend decided to talk to me so he left.
He was the one who inspired me to start working on my goals and better myself because I thought if I want a guy like him I will need to have something to offer.
I don't know, I feel like I'm connected to him and I feel like he is the ONE as no other man made me feel like he does just with his mere existence.
But on the other hand, I feel like I'm just obsessing over something that exists in my head only. Is there any way I could figure out this?
Either way, I need some solution as I need to focus on myself at the moment, I can't afford "wasting" too much time on guys. Now my career is my priority, just when I am confused that's when I tend to lose focus.
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