We're altogether for each others' spiritual growth when we interact. Whether
someone can accelerate that depends on what the relationship is about (no
matter how slight the relationship).
But you're learning a spiritual and personal development lesson here so it's all good.
It may not seem so. Firstly you say that you've both dramatically
changed. Partly that's because you've come to know one another more than
you did in the exploratory days of early dates; the time when you find out.
People aren't static. Every day we all face lots of situations and take in
experiences, some small and seemingly insignificant, others large. They change us in
various ways. So the "you" and "he" that first met aren't the same people.
You might like to think you are but you aren't. Has to be faced.
If you've described him well then (attention seeker) then he would have
sought your attention and you surrendered. Do you feel uncomfortable in his
circle of friends? Are they
real friends or just people he knows?
(Asking because it's sometimes difficult to break into someone's inner
sanctum, as it were. You can expect to feel awkward for a while but there
are techniques you'll find here to make it easier.)
At the same time you may be accelerating his spiritual development - or at
least helping him to evolve. It may not be in your direction...only you and he
can discover that.
But I suppose the best thing is not to count on anything. He may be your twin
flame, he may not. Only time can tell. If you believe people on this part of
the forum it may not happen in this lifetime - could be a future one. What
you have to decide is how much of your life you're ready to dedicate to this
guy. Could you be frittering your lifetime here just waiting? Would it be any
different in a future lifetime?
There are ways you can desensitise yourself to him, to wean yourself off, get
rid of the energy - if you're of a mind. In all honesty, is the strong bond you
feel with him returned. Does he feel it for you?
So back to your main question. He is there as an experience to learn from.
Healing may be the lesson but that has to come from within you. You've
shared a sad story - no one wants to see someone hurt or in anguish - so you
have to reach a decision about whether you can honestly rely on him to help
you heal. To be sincere, I doubt you can.
Wishing you all the best.