I have a past life connection that will definitely be met with skepticism since it's someone well known. I'm aware most lives aren't famous and egos/available information on celebrities could influence one into believing they are someone of importance. The person isn't someone I've admired or think is particularly great or whatever. That being said, I've felt I was them/have had very strong connection to them since I was 7(when I knew of them) but more strongly around 9 when I saw their photo. Although I could say even before I knew of their existence, there were signs. I'm 23 now and a girl. First experience, was listening to the Beatles in the car when I was younger. I didn't even know who they were and actually wasn't all that into the music, but I felt compelled to write songs like that in a little diary I had. I was really private about it. Around the same time, when I was in the car with my mom listening to them again(she had a CD she always played) and she randomly mentioned that a member, John Lennon, was shot awhile ago in NYC. I then had an image in my mind, kind of like a memory, of being in NYC being attacked by some guy. I don't think I'd been to nyc at that point in my life. kinda struck me at the time,but I didn't think much of it until years later...also I had this dream around age 3/4 that I still remember where I was being chased by my mom who was in disguise as something sinister, then came to this entrance that looked out to a NYC sidewalk(I definitely had not been to nyc then) and in retrospect it looked like exiting the entrance to the Dakota- the building where John was shot. .I remember being extremely relieved once I got to the entrance and the light shone through. It was a nightmare, that's probably why it stuck in my mind. Fast forward to when I was 9 years old, I came across a photo of John and felt an immediate connection kinda like looking in a mirror. Like a light went on thats been on since. I couldn't stop researching everything about him for years. I would get chills and cry because of how familiar it felt, not because I missed him/was sad he died. It just didn't feel like he was separate from me if that makes any sense. It wasn't like a fan obsession, just this fascination based off my pull to him. I don't have much feeling in terms of his murderer..I don't feel any resentment/anger. Anyways, I felt like I needed to know everything about his life, and I learned as much as I could and found many connections since then..
I was born October 1, 1994, John was born October 9,1940. I was born 54 years after he was born, 9 days apart. John had an affinity for the number 9. I'm also half Asian and half white like his son, Sean. My mom is the Asian one, and is similar to Yoko- looks wise and in disposition. She's aggressive, strong, stubborn, kind of narcissistic. John used to call Yoko "mother". He lost his mom early on when she got hit by a car when he was younger, so became codependent on Yoko as a sort of mother figure who honestly sort of took advantage of that and controlled him. I had horrible separation anxiety from my mom when I was little, paranoid that she'd die or get in some sort of accident whenever she left. I theorize I chose a Yoko/mother in this lifetime to learn..my mom has been crazy and manipulative but I've learned to not be controlled by her/be independent and find love within myself. I also have always had a strong nostalgia for NYC in the 70s and feel a longing for England as well as piers/water. always been attracted by classic rock/oldies. I was born in Boston, so not too far from nyc.
I also show physical resemblance to John when I look at photos(in my eyes/expressions). I've found connections with my close friends who resemble people he was close with who also passed away. One friend resembles Brian Epstein, the Beatles manager who died of a drug overdose. John and him were close. She and I are complete opposites personality wise, but immediately had a very strong chemistry as friends. There was a familiarity there. Another is my friend who looks like Stuart Sutcliffe, John's early friend- and they share a birthday one day apart. If this is what I feel it to be, I wouldn't know why we all chose to be females in this life. I know John was a big believer in reincarnation, maybe that explains why I'm more in tune with it.. Of course, this is based on my energetic feelings and research. I can't say it's true but it seems as time goes on, even more connections arise and my belief becomes even stronger. I've attached a link to some photos of me/john my friends brian and Stuart.
https://drive.google.com/open?id=1o4...RBAn5UX_QfmSeI
In terms of songwriting, I think it still comes to me sometimes in dreams. I'll be hearing a really good song on the radio or TV in my dream then wake up and realize it didn't actually exist. my subconscious created it I guess. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to remember the songs in their entirety. maybe a line or some of the melody...but since I seemed to have been drawn to songwriting when I was younger, I've been trying to tap into it again since it still seems to be there somewhere
I don't want to make this super long with all of the similarities I've found, but even small stuff, for example, I heard "oh darling" and was thinking man John should have sung this, not Paul. Then I found out John said quote"'Oh! Darling' was a great one of Paul's that he didn't sing too well. I always thought I could have done it better – it was more my style than his. He wrote it, so what the hell, he's going to sing it." but yeah little likes/dislikes/inclinations we share that I don't want to bore you with. I'm even kind of cringy of some of the songs/things he did as if it were me. kind of like when you go through a phase in high school or something and you're different now looking back with some shame... Our handwriting is very similar also
I know this is impossible to actually confirm, but just wanted to sorta vent. the whole experience is really honestly kind of embarrassing to me since it sounds so outrageous since he's become kind of a mystical legendary figure after death rather than just a guy. this post is uncomfortable for me to open up about but I'm curious after feeling this way for so long
Past life, old friends and physical similarities
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