Feeling of missing something

[Inna0]

I have felt for a long time that something is missing in my life. That I need something or someone to feel complete,but I did not find that. I enjoyed a lot of things I did,but I never felt truly fullfiled. I went to beautiful pleaces but I felt the need to be somewhere else. I spent time with amazing people but they did not feel close,my friends do not feel like they are really my friends. My life seems like a life of a stranger. And my body does not feel like my body. I stare in a mirror and think "This is not me". I had a few dreams that I think were past life related,and a few memories that I got during meditation or just randomly. And those were the momens when everything felt right. However memories I have seem to be from two different lives and I miss them both. I want to know,is there a way to get rid of this feeling? Because it feels pretty bad to have a relatively good life but not enjoy it one bit,just long for something else,that you can't possibly have. I also know that I life I knew in the past lives ended suddenly,I feel that that something has been ripped away from me. So I suppose something really bad happened, like a war, or a natural disaster,or maybe I died young, but it all was interrupted.

[Xan]

Welcome to SF, Inna!

The feeling that who you see in the mirror is "not me" and the longing for something you can't define might be resolved through a past life regression, at least partially.

But I suggest something deeper... that you are longing to rediscover your true nature, your inner being who is always whole and content... even joyful.

Setting on either of these explorations, or both, will lead to some surprising revelations I'm sure.


Xan

[Inna0]

Thank you. :)
How can I do a past life regression? I know of some methods,but..
I can't go to a therapist. I tried regressing with tapes, like on headphones, but the voice of the narrators disturb me. I can't really relax while someone is talking to me, it just freaks me out knowing that I'm relaxed with my eyes closed,and another person is looking at me and talking to me. Even the voices on tape make me feel uncomfortable.. If I went to a therapist, I don't think it would be good.
Do you have any other ideas how may I find out more about my past lives?
I have some memories but they do not tell me much.

[Xan]

Inna... It is possible to train yourself to relax down into the alpha state - down into the quiet inward focus of hypnosis - to explore your past lives. Playing meditative music or drumming that you like may help with this.

Once you've developed this ability you could begin a session by setting an open clear intention, like "I want to see what I feel is missing." or some such.

Or you might have a reading with a reliable psychic.


Xan

[shadedragon]

I can send you a guided one, I'll type it up, those are always fun. Just send me a pm if you'd like. I did one for my little sister last night, and she found some answers that made things clear for her.
If anyone would like one as well, drop me a pm :P

If you don't want to re-experience the past life yourself and do not want to go through the hassle of regression, you can find a good clairvoyant who can read your past lives.
I have done both ways and it is much easier to go through gifted clairvoyants.

[psychoslice]

It doesn't matter what happened, your here NOW, so enjoy.

[Inna0]

Thank you all for answers. :)

psychoslice, I wish I could enjoy being here now, but I can't since unfortunately what happened affects me, so it does matter.

[Xan]

Then be present with the effects you feel now, Inna.

Being here now doesn't mean you're always enjoying, but you are being fully present with whatever you are experiencing.

This moment is where life is actually happening, and only Now.


Xan

[Inna0]

Well I am..
But I will try regression to see if it helps.