Over the past week or so I have been posting about my scepticism of 'I AM' and its relationship with God. The two did not equate in my mind.
I had a thought recently which helped me understand that.
The truth is that I fear 'I AM'. The reason why is that I keep confusing the term 'I AM' with MORTAL 'I Am'. What I mean by that is PEOPLES 'I Am'.
People like Hitler, Stalin and autocratic and egotistical people everywhere.
In a sense I confuse 'I Am' with the Ego, and with the Egos statement 'I Am'.
The Ego, being what it is, is naturally inclined to say I Am. After all it is Ego and its own self is important to it. The DIFFERENCE between an Ego's (or Egotistical persons) I Am and God's I Am is that the Ego's is selfish and mortal while Gods is selfless and immortal.
Mortal I Am is faulty and can be brutal and unkind, whereas immortal 'I Am' is perfect and kindness itself.
Thats how I've finally understood the difference between Gods 'I AM' and Mans or Lucifers 'I AM'.
Sorry if I have confused anyone with my posts while I was thinking it all through.