I had a wild dream!

[Tirisilex]

I dreamed that I was a Deity. Spontaneously born with a wife in the Akashik realm.(A huge library that contains all records of the Universe) The name given to me was Taraswati. Why a girls name when I'm a Guy? My wife was Saraswati (Which I'm having a hard time with because I believe she is wife to Brahma.) I was the deity of Love and Arts. The story gets weird. Because we were born in the Akashik realm I and my wife began to retrieve the knowledge that was available to us. I was Love.. SO I researched everything about love.. I studied compassion, romantic love and the love that was left over, the love of things. I decided that I would love life over anything else. I started asking about the who's who in the universe. Who or what was the most compassionate beings in the universe. I was told that the first are the Elohim. The wisest and compassionate beings in the universe. The next in line were the godlike beings called Vishnu's. (There is more than one Vishnu?) These beings try to preserve life. So I and Saraswati look for the grandest of Vishnu's and find 2 of the Largest which we begged if we could join them. We spoke for a long time about compassion, love, and the preservation of life. After spending a long time in being educated in the ways of Vishnu's and their Avatars "Krishna" (Are there more than one Vishnu? More than one Krishna?) The answer I got was is there only one grain of sand on a beach? So in my deity youth, I would play in the cosmos. I would mess with space debris like asteroids and stuff. I would find life on an asteroid like small microbes and I would try to preserve life under extreme circumstances of chaos. Kind of like a pool game of asteroids trying to preserve the ones with life by defending them from the chaotic onslaught of moving debris. I married Saraswati when I got to the deity age equivalent of 17. We were a perfect match. We both loved Life, Love, Compassion and the arts. After spending so much time with the 2 grandest Vishnu's I set out to find an Elohim. I found one named YahWeh. He (she, it?) Had a plan to give birth of a Mortal on the Planet Earth. The first mortal child to be birthed from an Elohim. I begged this Elohim if I could be it's Childs advisor. He said sure absolutely. This mortal became Yeshua (Otherwise known as Jesus.) I saw me messing with mortal affairs on earth for millennia. Having avatar extensions of my being spread out through History. I was Elijah, John the Baptist and other obscure people in history.

I was so in Love with Saraswati. She was my most loved. We had been separated for so long because I spent most of my time in the mortal realm trying to prepare and help mortals into salvation. I woke up so Sad because my heart felt broken. I'm a Deity of Love and yet I have been separated from the one who I love the most for many Millennia.

I looked up the name Taraswati and it's a female name from India that means fast mover. But how can Saraswati be my wife where as I understand it Brahma is the Husband of Saraswati?

I just wondered on other peoples interpretation of this dream. It was quite moving and a fantastic story but is there any truth to it?